Growing up, I was blessed with a cocoon of selfless love from my parents. Their unwavering care shielded me from the harsher truths of the world, allowing me to experience love in its purest, most unconditional form. Within this protective bubble, the world seemed kind, gentle, and full of possibilities.
Like many kids of my generation, I grew up watching films like Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge, dreaming of a pink-rose world of love and romance. The ideals of love seemed magical, where affection was grand and everlasting. But as I moved forward in my journey, life began to teach me lessons about the varied faces of love—lessons that shaped my understanding and, ultimately, my discernment.
In my early years of achievement, I was greeted with admiration and awe. Whether it was excelling in my studies or transforming from an “ugly duckling” to a confident “beautiful swan,” love and compliments seemed to follow me everywhere.
People would greet me with warm smiles, congratulatory words, and admiration. It felt natural to be the center of attention, the person whose presence lit up a room. As I progressed further under the tutelage of a great Mentor, I experienced another dimension of love, praise and admiration. The privileges enjoyed—free consultations, guidance, professional connections, and even monetary help—attracted a wide circle of friends, relatives, patients, and admirers.
It was intoxicating to feel loved, respected, and needed. But in hindsight, I see that much of this love was conditional.
As life took me through the journey of The “Dark Night of the Soul,” the faces that once surrounded me began to fade away, one by one. With dormancy of resources, influence, and privileges to offer, the conditional nature of love became painfully clear.
I began to see the patterns:
A friend loves you if you have time and resources.
A client loves you if you add value to their life.
A relative loves you if you’re beneficial in some way.
A sibling loves you if you willingly give up your rights and offer them your share of the inheritance.
Sometimes even parents love you more if you align with their expectations.
A spouse loves you as long as you fulfill their emotional or material needs.
Children love you when their demands and tantrums are met.
It became clear that much of the love we encounter is quite transactional, tied to conditions and expectations.
For a long time, I took people at face value. Giving was my primary love language—sharing time, resources, and energy without reservation. But I lacked discernment. My giving nature was often exploited, not out of malice but because I didn’t know how to balance self-love with selflessness.
Today, I’m grateful for the lessons life has taught me. Now I invite lessons only through love , with grace and under ease !
While my capacity for love never diminished, I now approach relationships with discernment. I’ve learned to balance my giving nature with boundaries and to prioritize self-love without guilt.
As I reflect on the patterns of conditional love, one question keeps surfacing in my heart:
Why can’t we simply love any being without any reason or condition? Why can’t we accept a being , simply for who they are?
Imagine a world where:
A friend loves you for the joy of your company, not your resources.
A client respects you for your authenticity, not just your utility.
A relative cherishes you for your presence, not your benefits.
A spouse treasures you for your soul, not your services.
Parents and children embrace each other without expectations or demands.
Unconditional love is rare, but it is the truest form of love. It is the love that sees beyond roles, responsibilities, or what someone can “offer.” It is love that simply is—unwavering, unshaken by circumstances, and pure in its intent.
The Choice is Ours
We live in a world where conditional love is the norm. But we have the power to choose differently. We can choose to:
Love without expecting something in return.
Accept people as they are, flaws and all.
Be kind and giving, without attaching strings to our generosity.
Be Watchful About Whom We Allow In Our Closest Energy Circle
The beauty of unconditional love is that it not only heals others but also liberates us. It frees us from the chains of expectations and allows us to experience the fullness of human connection.
As I move forward, I strive to embody this kind of love. It’s not always easy, and I still have moments of struggle. But the awareness of this truth keeps me grounded:
Love is not about what someone can give to you or do for you; It’s about the unfaltering trust between souls, It's about what one can share without expectations !
Aspiring to create my world where love transcends conditions — a world where love is not because of what someone has or does, but simply because they 'are'!
There’s a certain beauty in writing—it allows emotions to flow freely, to release the energy within and let it find expression in words. Writing has always been my way of venting, of ensuring the energy doesn’t stagnate and build into a storm inside. Day before yesterday was one of those days when emotions brimmed over—a day of sadness, old memories, and a deep ache that surfaced unexpectedly.
It began with nostalgia. As I watched my favorite Gujarati songs from a cherished playlist, I stumbled upon "Teri Laadki Mai....", a poignant song that echoes a dialogue between a daughter and her father. The melody touched a raw nerve, and before I knew it, I was crying like a child.
BAABUL MORE, ITNI SI ARAJ MORI SUN LE.......TERI LAADKI MAI, RAHUNGI TERI LAADLI MAI, KITNI BHI DOOR TOSE MAI CHAAHE RAHOONZARA AANCH BHI JO KABHI MUJHPE THI AATI, BHAR JAATI THI AKHIYAA TERI JAANE HAI TUPHIR AISA BHI KYA TERA MUJHSE BAIRAISA BHI KYA TERA MUJHSE BAIR?KAR PARAAYI MOHEY MUKH LIYA KYUN PHERPAAS HI APNE RAKH LE KUCH DERUDD JAAYEGA PAAKHI ,HOTE HI SAVERTERI LAADKI MAITERI LAADKI MAITERI LAADKI MAI, CHHODDUNGI NA TERA HAATH
The beautiful song ends with a lovely line - Unconditional Love is Happiness!
Who can love as unconditionally as our own Parents!
Its RARE to come across souls apart from Parents who will love us UNCONDITIONALLY!
As the song played, vivid images of my father in his final days filled my mind. I was transported back to moments that were extremely painful and felt helpless. My guilt resurfaced like a tidal wave—guilt for not being able to figure out the shrewdness and deceit from medical doctors in such a fast paced situation during Covid pandemic and save him despite myself being a COVID warrior. The helplessness I felt during his last days weighed heavily on me. I questioned my abilities, reliving the anguish of feeling powerless in the face of his suffering - The man who made me a doctor against the will of his orthodox friends and relatives, was snatched away from me through deliberate deceit right infront of my own eyes!
The pain was simply unbearable. It wasn’t just grief—it was a sharp self-reproach that cut through my heart.
But Universe has its way of bringing solace when we least expect it. That same evening, still weighed down by the heaviness of the day, I was led—almost as if by unseen hands—to a live relay by an evidentiary medium I have very high regards for, Ms Suzanne Giesemann - Her authenticity is what connects me to her Soul!. She was sharing a miraculous story of someone’s real life experience with Archangel Michael - seeing HIM in Human form of flesh and blood, a story that radiated Divine love, Divine healing, and Divine intervention.
As I listened, I felt the first stirrings of peace and hope. It was as though the love shared in that story reached across time and space to soothe my own wounds.
Once again Ms Suzanne Geismann came to my quick help , just like she did earlier in 2023 too, when I was divinely guided into watching on eof her interviews where she shares a story that exactly mimics my situation - about a daughter being a doctor loosing her Father during Covid pandemic and daughter feeling extremly guilty of that - This video came across me while I was trapped in the same heavy guilt of loosing my Father to the deliberate deception!
However, Yesterday brought a moment that felt nothing short of miraculous. I stumbled upon a video by a psychic pulling cards and delivering messages from the loved ones who have departed from this world. As she spoke, I felt an unshakable sense that her words were meant for me. She shared a message from a departed loved one in Hindi, the cards showed the messages that meant this:
“It’s not your fault, so do not feel guilty. I am guiding you in the right direction. NOW I have no pain.”
My heart immediately knew these words of soothing and grace came from none other than my Papa, the memories that made me cry just a day before! It was as if my Papa was directly speaking, reassuring me, comforting me after witnessing my tears the night before. I felt his presence so deeply in that moment, as though his soul reached across realms to tell me what I needed to hear.
While I heard this message, tears welled up in eyes, but these weren’t tears of sorrow, but of joy, of knowing that Papa is not in pain anymore and it brought a profound sense of relief. The guilt that had shackled me loosened its grip, replaced by a warm assurance that his soul was always around and close, watching over me with love, care, guidance and understanding.
This experience reaffirmed what I have been gathering through my spiritual journey, that began in real sense after loosing Papa — the realization that the visible world is not the only one. There are other realms, other dimensions, where the souls of our loved ones , the spirits, the Beings of other Realms dwell and co-exist with ours. They may not be visible to us, but they are no less real and we share the space with them, no matter if one believes it or not!
What began as painful memories day before yesterday, transformed into a beautiful feeling and inner knowing, as if the residual darkness of guilt inside had to be stirred and brought outside my energy field to be transmuted into the light! It was truly an alchemy of sorts—a shift from guilt and sorrow to a deeper understanding of the Divine Oneness that connects all souls.
I now see these moments not as coincidences but as synchronicities, orchestrated by Divine love to remind us of the invisible threads that bind us together. My Father’s Soul is not gone; it is merely in another realm, guiding and comforting me when I need it the most.
Telepathy exists between souls across all realms - Love transcends the barriers of life and death. Those we hold dear can still communicate with us in miraculous ways. That Guilt is unnecessary impediment in growth of a soul - Our loved ones don’t blame us; they only wish for us to find peace. Other worlds coexist with ours - The spiritual realm is as real as the physical, and it is always there to guide and support us.
Reflecting on these events fills me with gratitude—for the psychic Anjali’s message, for Ms Suzanne Giesemann’s live relay, for the synchronicity of stumbling upon the Gujarati song to help me vomit out the residue of any guilt that was still lingering in my energies, and for the unwavering presence of my Father’s spirit, reaching across realms! I look forward to day when I have developed the ability to directly connect with Souls just like the amazing Evidentiary Medium - Ms Suzanna Geismann - my Ideal, through God's Grace!
The Divine works in mysterious ways, bringing comfort, healing, and reminders of love when we need them most. Every day, I’m learning to embrace this connection, to trust in the guidance of the unseen, and to find peace in the knowledge that love is eternal.
Our loved ones are never truly gone—they live on in realms unseen, their love bridging the gap between worlds. Faith & Trust in the infinite wisdom of the Divine is the Guiding Light!
Love You Papa!
Thankyou So Much For Making Me Feel Your Love, Your Presence & that Your Blessing Hands are on me always!
Growing up, I couldn’t help but notice how the world around me approached marriage and life partnerships. The process seemed to follow a rigid template, one that revolved around checklists and surface-level compatibility. Families would ask questions like:
What does the prospective person do?
What is their financial status?
What is their education level and earning potential?
What are their family background and values?
Can the boy provide a comfortable life for the girl?
Meanwhile, amongst peers, the criteria looked a little different but still carried the same undertone of conditionality:
Does the person like to travel?
Do they enjoy movies or adventurous activities?
Are they fun to be with?
Despite these varied concerns, something about both approaches felt incomplete to me. Deep within, I knew that choosing a life partner could not and should not hinge on these shallow or conditional parameters. For me, the idea of union went far beyond practical arrangements or fleeting infatuations.
The term "settling down" has always struck me as odd. It implies compromise, staying within predefined boundaries, and adhering to societal expectations.
But for me, true union—one rooted in love—has never been about settling down. It’s about rising higher, transcending societal norms and conditional love to embrace a connection that is pure, unconditional, and divine.
Marriage, I believe, is not about ticking off checkmarks or ensuring material comfort. It’s about a soulful alignment, a deeper purpose, and a shared vision that reflects the beauty and power of Divine Union. As one of my mentors often said:
Marriage must be done with conviction, not for convenience.
This idea resonated deeply with me, reinforcing my belief that love and union are sacred acts, far removed from the transactional nature that society so often imposes on them.
Recently, I stumbled upon a YouTube video that beautifully articulated what I’ve always felt about love and union. It narrated the love story of Shiva and Shakti, a tale that truly epitomizes Divine Union.
This video beautifully portrays that Shiva and Shakti’s love was not rooted in societal approval or material compatibility. It was a union of souls, where their individual strengths and divine energies merged to create something far greater than themselves. Together, they symbolized balance, purpose, and the infinite possibilities of unconditional love.
This story reaffirmed what I’ve always believed: that love is not about meeting a checklist of conditions but about merging energies to fulfill a higher purpose.
Divine Union is not about convenience or societal expectations—it is about reflecting the unconditional love of the Divine itself. Such a union calls us to rise above the ego, to shed fears and doubts, and to embrace the infinite potential of love that knows no bounds.
It is a partnership that uplifts both individuals, allowing them to grow spiritually and emotionally.
It is a bond that inspires others, serving as a beacon of hope and possibility.
It is a reflection of God’s love, reminding us of the eternal and sacred nature of true connection.
Anytime if caught in the web of societal expectations or limiting checklists when seeking a partner, it's always urged to pause and reflect.
True love cannot be confined to questions about finances, hobbies, or family status. It goes beyond the material and speaks to the eternal.
I always kept myself free from the confines of tradition and conditional love as I sought to embody a relationship that inspire, elevate, and reflect the Divine Union.
And each one of us is capable of experiencing this abundance in Pure Love, provided they are free from the clutches of fears and judgements!
I am deeply grateful to have found the story of Shiva and Shakti, as it verbalized everything I’ve always felt in my soul. It is my hope that sharing this perspective will ignite a spark of hope and belief in Divine Love for those who read it.
To all those who feel confined by societal checkmarks in their search for love, I say this: Trust your soul. Seek a love that elevates you, challenges you to grow, and reflects the divine light within you. After all,
Been through stages of Life , where it felt like a tapestry woven with threads of chaos, doubt, and fleeting triumphs. Yet, hidden amidst the turbulence was a profound Truth, eternally present and waiting to be discovered—the presence of God, the Supreme Being, orchestrating events in ways far beyond our comprehension. My journey in the present phase of life has been one of revelation, miracles, and synchronicities, all converging to declare a singular, resounding truth: "God is for US."
Recently, while scrolling through YouTube, an unsought video by a psychic appeared in my recommendations. It wasn't mere happenstance. This Psychic, whom I had never subscribed to, wore a T-shirt emblazoned with the years 1981-1982—my birth year. Coincidence? Absolutely not. As I listened, every word she spoke mirrored the messages I had been receiving from the Divine:
"IF God be for you, Who can be against you?" - earlier received message from other Psychics - "If God has hired you, who the hell can fire you?"
"God is preparing a table in front of your enemies." - earlier messages from other Psychics - "God is creating a way through the oceans for you to walk on foot and reach the Promised Land"
"You were being tested by God through the Dry Season." -ealier message received - "God wanted you to become strong for the forthcoming missions in your life"
Her words resonated deeply with the trials I’ve faced since 2017—a prolonged season of challenges, doubts, and an arid emotional landscape.
The Dry Season: A Test of Faith
In these years, life felt like an endless desert, bereft of visible hope. My choices, always guided by the voice of my heart, often appeared impractical or even foolish to those around me.
Accusations and skepticism became my constant companions. Yet, amidst the storm, I held on to the belief that every trial was a test orchestrated by God.
There were moments of temptation when the devil of "Tit for Tat" "stone-heart" "ego" whispered in my ears. But even then, Divine intervention through the wisdom of Ascended Masters like Lord Buddha and Mother Teresa strengthened my resolve. Their teachings reminded me that forgiveness and unwavering faith in goodness are the greatest shields against darkness and what we do for others is onky between us and God!
Choosing Light Over Darkness
Even when treated unjustly by my professional community at the time of my Father's mischievious legal murder at a hospital, after a short period of extreme anger, maddening enough to avenge the murder of my Father from all those responsible for the same and become a murderer, through Divine Intervention my eyes were opened and I was luckily guided into chosing kindness over bitterness, forgiveness over revenge. Guided by the principles taught by Grand Master Choa Kok Sui and Master Stephen Co, I embraced a dual path :
Internal forgiveness: Letting go of resentment to preserve my inner peace & External action: Standing for justice without succumbing to negativity.
This approach, though challenging, reaffirmed my belief that after every dark night, there comes a dawn.
And now being grounded in Divine Oneness through all spiritual teachings in Life, while listening to the psychic, I realized that this wasn’t just my story. It is the story of countless souls, the “soul tribe” chosen to undergo similar trials. These experiences are not random; they are preparatory. That We are being shaped to become Warriors of Light, called to awaken sleeping souls and guide them toward the Divine truth, as beautifully portrayed in this blog I wrote earlier, am extremely grateful for the video received from "Self-Realised" Saint!
I do not know how or when this mission will unfold fully. But I am confident I am on the right path. Each vision, each synchronicity, and every moment of faith affirms this truth.
Through this journey, I have come to understand the importance of sharing these divine experiences. They are not just personal milestones but testimonies to inspire others. The miracles of the Supreme Being—whether through a serendipitous video, a guiding vision, or an inexplicable inner strength—are meant to kindle faith in those who are struggling.
My message for souls who may be tempted to believe in the shortsightedness of EGO:
Believe in the Divine’s plan, even when the road seems impossible.
Trust that every trial has a purpose.
Know that you are not alone in your journey.
SATYAM SHIVAM SUNDARAM
SATYAMEV JAYATE - The Eternal Truth Amidst Illusion
The world may be an illusion, filled with distractions and false assurances, but the truth of God’s presence is ever-existent. In every challenge, there is a hidden blessing. In every storm, there is a promise of peace. And in every moment of despair, there is an opportunity to rise as a beacon of light.
To my fellow travelers on this path, let us continue to strengthen our faith, uphold our resolve, and shine the light of truth in a world yearning for awakening.
For if God BE FOR us, who can ever stand against us?
There is a certain magic in life that reveals itself when we tune in to the higher frequencies of the universe—the Divine Order.
Call it the Supreme Being, the Divine Mother, the Divine Father, the Holy Spirit, the Parambrahman, or simply the One Consciousness — whatever name resonates with your soul, it is all part of the same eternal essence. Today, I again witnessed one of those miracles that continue reaffirming my belief: there are NO coincidences!
As my journey continues, I find myself immersed in moments that can only be described as divinely orchestrated. Each incident, each sign, each synchronicity feels like a page out of a cosmic script written with infinite love and wisdom. The Divine timings of these synchronicities sometimes make me feel so amazed!
I often reflect on how, in the days of our grandparents, they would carefully adjust the knobs of their radios, trying to tune into the perfect frequency to catch the desired broadcast. And that precusely is the same as our connection to the Divine! The clarity of the messages we receive depends on the purity of mind as well as how finely we tune our inner frequency to align with the Supreme Consciousness.
Today was no different, as the Divine spoke in a way that left me in awe of its unparalleled perfection and beauty!
The day began with a court hearing. I had to submit an application requesting the court’s permission to make my submissions after I recover from an illness. As I handed over the application, the Sheristedaar (court officer) suggested the 20th of December as the next date for hearing and asked for permission from the Hon’ble Presiding Officer, who, initially approved this suggestion. But in an instant, His Lordship paused, reconsidered, and corrected by, saying, “No, make it the 21st of December.”
Though the change seemed minor, it lingered in my thoughts as my mother and I made our way home. Little did I know that the significance of this date was about to reveal itself in the most unexpected way through a Message from Maa Kaali - The Divine Mother
Once home, I reached for my phone to check something. As I unlocked the screen, a video suggestion appeared—a message from Maa Kaali. For the past few days, I had been feeling an unexplainable pull toward Her energy, receiving signs and subtle communications that I couldn’t ignore. Intrigued by the synchronicity of the video appearing just then, I clicked on it, curious to hear what the Divine Mother Maa Kaali wanted me to know!
This sweet Tarot card reader in the video began channeling messages from the Divine Mother Maa Kaali. My heart skipped a beat when she pulled out a card with the number 21 on it. The same number as the date for my next court hearing!
I sat there, stunned yet overwhelmed with gratitude. What were the odds that a random card pulled at some random time by some Tarot card reader I didn’t even know, would carry the same number that had been set as my next hearing date, just moments earlier in the courtroom? And then even land up on the screen of my mobile for me to watch , out if millions of videos and millions of subscribers!
Can this be brushed aside as mere chance? To me, the answer is clear: Absolutely Not!
This is not coincidence—it IS Divine Order.
The Divine’s Whisper in Every Moment like these remind me of how intricately we are connected to the Supreme. The Divine speaks to us in ways that are both subtle and profound, leaving us in awe of its omnipresence. Sometimes it’s through numbers, sometimes through people, and sometimes through the quiet whispers of intuition. All we need to do is trust, surrender, and stay attuned to the frequency of the Divine, with Faith & Patience aka Shraddha & Saburi as put simply by Sai Baba - my first Spiritual Teacher in this lifetime - and Baba is also the proponent of : Sabka Maalik Ek - which is same as the principle of "Divine Oneness"
This synchronicity wasn’t just a coincidence; it was a gentle nudge from the Universe reminding me that Universe has my back, That I am held, guided, and protected. The change in the hearing date wasn’t random—it was orchestrated by a higher power to align with the message that The Divine Mother Maa Kaali wanted me to receive.
And Now I can tell from my own experiences that
"THERE ARE NO CO-INCIDENCES!"
In moments like these, how can one not praise the infinite wisdom and love of the Divine? The Divine Mother nurtures us with boundless compassion. The Divine Father strengthens us with unwavering support. The Holy Spirit fills our lives with light and grace. Together, they guide us through every storm, ensuring that each step we take is in perfect harmony with the grander plan of collective consciousness!
At the end of this day , my heart is filled with gratitude for lighting up my days and glowing me up with inextinguishable FAITH!
The more I experience these synchronicities, the more I realize that life is not a random series of events. It is a beautifully orchestrated symphony, and everything is interconnected, albeit expressing itself individually, in different forms through the hands of the Divine Orchestrator.
To anyone reading this, I invite you to pause and reflect. Look around you. Listen closely. The Divine is speaking to you too. The signs are there—you only need to tune your inner frequency to hear them.
Praise be to the Divine Mother, the Divine Father, the Holy Spirit, and the One Consciousness!
It was one of those days that seemed destined to test my faith and patience - that is, Shraddha & Saburi - as my loving Guru Sai Baba puts it!
I received this divine communication today morning and it was very unusual than all such messages I received in past from Divine realm. It never spoke in this language earlier and was quite different today!
And to my surprise I even saw an Autorickshaw with the number 811 (and another digit at end) when I left home for the court - what a synchronicity!
Reached the courtroom, bustling with legal arguments and procedural formalities, and felt like a battleground, but not one where justice seemed ready to prevail.
Courtroom No. 9 at the Dindoshi Sessions Court was where I being both a complainant in a criminal case and a Power of Attorney holder for my brother, who is the complainant in another interlinked criminal case, found myself navigating the complexities of court room disasters for victims of a criminal complaint in Indian Law - an outdated version of the British Raj!
Despite the binding precedents and clear rulings from the Hon’ble Supreme Court of India in the matter of Jagjeet Singh Vs Ashish Mishra in 2022, affirming the rights of victims to be heard from the stages of investigation through appeal, my voice was not just ignored—it was silenced.
As I stood there, attempting to present our case, the Investigating Officer who had conducted the reinvestigation was conspicuously absent. The officer had been transferred to Pune in what seemed like a calculated move, leaving no one in her place to inform the court of the critical evidence that had been unearthed. I explained to the Presiding Officer that crucial files, papers, and evidence were unavailable for perusal. I invoked Section 165 of the Indian Evidence Act and Section 311 of the CrPC, imploring that these be considered during the final hearing. Yet my pleas were dismissed.
The situation only worsened when I attempted to cite precedent. I referenced cases under the Negotiable Instruments Act where Power of Attorney holders had been permitted to act, but my arguments were brushed aside. The court maintained that such allowances in negotiable instruments cases didn’t extend to criminal matters like IPC Section 420—fraud and cheating.
The Advocates for the accused, however, were heard. They presented their case freely, even in the absence of the main Investigating Officer who is crucial to lead with evidences in custody of Police.
The imbalance of it all struck me deeply. For a moment, it felt as though the system prioritized the rights of the accused over the anguish of victims seeking justice.
Dejected but not defeated, I wrote a formal complaint to the Incharge Judge of this court, hoping for justice. The effort, however, seemed futile at this moment of urgency!
Complaint Letter I wrote today:
At that very moment I recollected the reason for receiving the divine message in the morning today — one of those rare, divine communications that I now realized had prepared me for this exact moment. It was as though the universe had been priming me for the events that would unfold.
However, I could see the stress and worry on face of my senior citizen Mom who accompanied me for the hearing today. Consoling my elderly mother was perhaps the hardest part. She looked at me with a mix of worry and hope, and I told her, “Mom, don’t worry. Whatever happens, happens for good. If my first lawyer hadn’t betrayed me, I wouldn’t have studied law and come this far.”
Even as I tried to reassure her, a heaviness settled in my heart when I learnt that the matter was argued in total abscence of Investigating officer and the crucial evidences and they were kept for Final Orders . It felt as though everything I had worked tirelessly for was slipping away.
Walking out of the court, my mind swirled with questions about justice.
How can the rights of the accused overshadow the rights of victims?
BECAUSE Afterall, we are still a country where the rights of the accused seem more valuable than those of victims…
Why is the freedom of those who commit crimes prioritized over the voices of those they harm?
BECAUSE We live in a system where liberty for the accused often overshadows accountability for their actions…
When did empathy and a holistic perspective give way to a fixation on technicalities?
Because In a system where rich criminals can afford to pay any price, their lawyers make technicalities a good weapon to mishuide the judiciary to overlook the holistic justice…
Yet, amidst this turmoil, a small voice inside me whispered, “Everything is okay. All is well. Everything is working in your favor.”
The heaviness of heart was overwhelming and still that string of FAITH never broke!
Later, as I scrolled through my phone, I stumbled upon a video by Lovely Erika. Her words mirrored my emotions and experiences from the day with uncanny precision—the confusion, the heartache, the sense of injustice. It was as though the universe had sent me a sign, a reminder that even in the face of setbacks, I was not alone.
This IS NO coincidence. It IS A divine synchronicity.
In that moment I received Divine Assuarnce that everything is okay!
JUST LET IT BE!
AND SO
With Tears of Joy in my Eyes For receiving these synchronictic messages that makes all sense, I DECLARE....
YES, I TRUST YOU, GOD.
I TRUST YOUR PLANS.
I KNOW THAT EVERY SETBACK IS A SET UP FOR SOMETHING GREATER
I HAVE FULL FAITH THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE PROTECTED & GUIDED!
Thank you, Almighty, for holding my hand through it all.
Even in my darkest hours, you have always come through, making me stronger than I ever believed I could be.
I know now that everything, even this challenging day, is working in my favor.
This beautiful message of Baba, totally resonates with what I have gone through so far and still going through!
BABA says HE has influenced changes in me through words and actions of someone and what better example can be than the most recent deep influence through the beautiful coincidence of Shri Neelkanth Varni aka Bhagwan Swaminarayan by my association with BABA in the form of Lord Hanuman of Sahrangpur!
It undoubtedly strikes a chord of Faith and unflinching Belief, that my journey in past few years has been a journey to fortify my spirits through all learnings, whether good or bad!
From being an empathic Giver, a people pleaser, trusting one and all over their face value to becoming a soul knowing self-love, discernment and having strong boundaries, its been a journey of seeing through the masks of deceptions and betrayals from the lesser mortals!
INDEED, IT IS THE Rising of Phoenix from the ashes after a beautiful destruction, guided and supervised by the Divine. And now I choose to Learn only from a place of Love and Joy, with ease under Divine Grace!
And now receiving this synchronistic confirmation the very next day of same thoughts that crossed my mind earlier, is nothing short of a divine miracle!
Every once in a while, the magnificent Universe offers us signs—little nudges that lead us to answers we've long wondered about, leaving us forever changed. Recently, I experienced such a divine synchronicity that feels as if it was nothing short of a blessing. It began with an unassuming photo frame in my home, and led me to a journey of spiritual discovery and transformation.
Years ago, I bought a beautiful photo frame from Sarangpur Hanumanji Temple. The frame held three smaller images: Lord Hanuman name written as "Shri Kashta BhanjanDev Hanumanji Salangpur", a Male Deity with Red colored round Tilak on forehead and in a beautiful traditional Indian dress - name written as "Shri Harikrishna Maharaj, Vadtal", and a spiritual teacher holding a scripture, name written as "Sadguru Shri Gopalanand Swami". Lord Hanuman’s image was instantly recognizable to me, and I could also derive of the last image as being a spiritual head of the sect. But the image in the middle—that serene figure with the red tilak—remained a mystery for me, one I found myself pondering over the years. I often wondered, Who was this individual? What was his story?
Little did I know that an answer was waiting for me, timed in the most unexpected yet perfect way.
One day, as I scrolled through YouTube, I stumbled upon a short Youtube video that immediately captured my attention. It depicted a young boy fearlessly diving into a stormy river against the advice of nearby villagers as there was floods in the flowing river, and then seen to be meditating deep below the tumultuous surface, that somehow calmed the stormy floods in the river through His mind. This single act spoke to me on a profound level. There was a magnetic stillness in the Boy’s demeanor, a power that seemed both childlike and divine, and his ability to bring peace to chaos felt like a mirror to something I wanted to cultivate within myself. The video touched me deeply, so much so that I discussed this with people I would meet and even went back searching for it again, a few days later, compelled to watch it again and again.
I needed to understand more about this Boy and his calm yet fearless spirit, and whether this was just some imaginative or a True story! My keen interest led me to research about this Boy and I found this written in the title of the video "Neelkanth Varni". With growing curiosity, I searched for this name, hoping for more information about this remarkable young boy. To my delight, I found a series of Youtube video about this Mystery Boy.
So I watched a couple episodes and slept late night. Next day I were to start working despite wanting to watch it, but it was as if Universe wanted me to take a break from the stressful routine and made me sick with cough and cold , I would only call this to be a beautiful coincidence as I took this opportunity to rest and relax to recover and watched entire series of this movie.
As I watched all episodes one after the other, eaxh episode unraveled more of the story, each one more powerful than the last. I learned that this wasn’t just a story—it was the true journey of Bhagwan Swaminarayan, who, as a child, was known as Ghanshyam and later took on the name Neelkanth Varni after renouncing his home at the age of eleven.
Once I started watching the series, I was entranced by the real life story of Neelkanth Varni. Episode after episode, I was captivated by the life , the incidents, the actions, the virtues of Neelkanth Varni who was a BaalYogi (Child Renunciate). Here was an eleven year old Child , who having read all Vedas, Puranas, Holy scriptures by this young age, in search of Truth and Knowledge renounced His home and worldly pleasure at such a tender age! This divine Child has truly walked on Mother Gaia in flesh and blood, born on 3rd April 1781 , which is only 243 years back!
Born 243 years back - 243 is yet another synchronicity for me coz 243 in language of numbers for me is Divine message - "We Love You" and I have been witnessing this number umpteen number of times recently- which is Universe telling us how much we all are loved and protected by Divine! For instance, I saw this number 2433 on different vehicles, repeatedly , just yesterday!!! Wonder if I were to find Neelkanth Varni only after passing away of 243 years of his existence on Mother Gaia, even though I exist for more than four decades on Mother Gaia!
Getting back to Neelkanth Varni, this Unique Boy reflects uncommon wisdom since being a child , and it seems to transcend ages, displaying many extraordinary divine leelas (i.e., miracles) along with compassion even in the smallest acts—like reviving dying fish with a simple touch, out of his deep care for all living beings, Teaching the lesson of 'non-stealing' to Ghasitaram in Ghasitaram's language, another unbelievable miracle wherein the Head of another village witnesses the Idol of Lord Krishna in a Temple walking across the sanctum sanctorum during the Aarti and putting HIS own garland on this Young Boy Ghansyam in front of everyone to their shocking disbelief, the impossible witnessing by elder brother Rampratap bhai and other villagers observing Ghanshyam to be physically present at many Temples at same time and so on.
Am sharing few such Shorts that give a glimpse into the unbelievable life and times of a Pure Soul that walked Earth , not very far from today!
Going further, when Ghanshyam renounced world and takes on a long uncertain journey as Neelkanth!
Neelkanth's firm unshakeable Faith in Divine that makes Him do with bare minimum essentials of just a piece of cloth below waist, His Deity in the form of a Black Stone wrapped in a cloth around His neck, His Jaap Mala, a Kamandalu and a Stand is remarkable in that He never worries or has an iota of doubt about His next Meal or place to sleep sound and safe as He considers entire Mother Gaia as His Home!
His Discipline to always carry His IshtaDev along with him, performing daily rituals of Snana followed by Pooja and Bhakti by offering food and water First to His Deity, doing his meditation and Naam Jaap everyday religiously, despite Himself being an Avatar is such an inspiration! His life was filled with such events that were both humbling and inspiring. As I watched, I felt as though my understanding of spirituality and life itself was shifting. The Two most important virtues that made lasting impact on my psyche was His Discipline and His Detachment from everything and everyone despite performing His worldly Human duties!
Through Neelkanth Varni BaalYogi’s story, another virtue that resonated with me deeply was His remarkable sense of responsibility. Even as a young boy, Ghanshyam took on every task given by His elders, with a joyful dedication and cleverness that showed a maturity beyond His age in human years. He fulfilled His role as a family member, a friend, and a helper with integrity. And when the time came, He made the decision to detach Himself from worldly attachments, renouncing His home and all its comforts in search for Truth & Brahmagyaan- for the welfare of many mumuksha beings (beings seeking salvation) that He initiated His long journey for! Such as the troubled Bear, in a dense jungle of Orissa!
But it wasn’t just His detachment that moved me; it was His resilience and firm resolve to travel far and wide against all odds- especially the long arduous journey that He traveled alone barefooted, with hardly any clothes, without any compass or equipment for directions, at such times, where there were no means of easy transport or modern facility of roads and bridges, or telecommunications/GPS and instead, most part of Earth was covered by dense jungles, or Snow clad Hills and Valleys, Melting Glaciers, Storms or difficult to cross underwater Caves and engulfing Marshlands teeming with dangerous predators, that too at just the tender age of Eleven! I cannot even imagine in my wildest dreams, a young boy of Eleven years having so much courage, fearlessness, wisdom and virtues to take up such a determined journey at such a tender age , which would take years of experience and penance for cultivation : This is surely a Superhuman Feat and I have no doubts that Neelkanth Varni is truly an Avatar taking human birth to spread and revive the pure teachings about the real meaning of Life & existence - Karma & Dharma!
And throughout this long journey, His unwavering discipline in any situation and facing any circumstances as a normal human would do, despite being an Avatar Himself, is so inspiring!. Neelkanth Yogi was fearless, undeterred by any obstacle or challenge. His journey through the wilderness on his Kalyan Yatra—the journey for welfare and liberation for souls seeking freedom—was filled with trials, yet he remained steadfast in his spiritual practices and daily routines, regardless of the circumstances. The main reason for Neelkanth Varni taking up the risky and humanely impossible journey to Mansarovar in November 1792 was for welfare of the Swans who came to offer reverence before He was born to His Parents - Shri Dharmadev and Bhakti Mata at Chhapiya village near Ayodhya. Ofcourse, this kind of firm resolve, with barely any clothes to cover the body and risking life through breaking glaciers and snowstorms with an unbelievable capacity to tolerate this kind of weather at Sacred Mount Kailash and Lake Mansarovar from November 1792 till winters ended in 1793, is only possible for a Siddha an Avatar!
His determination to stand on one leg in meditation (samadhi) without moving an inch, for months together is truly something that makes me wonder how it was possible and what can one do to cultivate that kind of determination! His ability to abstain from food and comforts, and his relentless commitment to his spiritual goals - humility of seeking to learn Ashtanga Yoga from a RishiMuni of that age - have left a mark on me that I struggle to put into words.
His fated encounter with the Lion at night in a village and the miraculous effect of His Aura on that Lion is such an enigma and testament to His Confidence, His Willpower, His Fearlessness and His Purity! It inspires to persevere for attaining this kind of "Peace" and "Bliss" within and the quality of "Equanimity" & "Fearlessness" under every situation!
Each moment of his story felt like an invaluable treasure unearthed, a pearl from the deep ocean of wisdom. I found myself deeply moved by his actions, his thoughts, and the profound simplicity with which He embodied virtues that felt timeless and universal.
However, at end of the seventh episode, the Boy Neelkanth Varni is seen bidding farewell to his disciple Jairamdas after leaving Shri Jagannath Puri Temple in Orissa (of which I have so many beautiful memories of divine miracles myself) and I realised that this series was only half way through real Life story of Neelkanth Varni. As I saw the concluding seventh episode of this series, an epiphany dawned upon me. The middle figure in my photo frame, the serene Individual in traditional Gujarati clothes with the red tilak, was none other than Neelkanth Varni himself. However I am still curious about this transformation of Neelkanth Yogi from this Acsetic Boy to the Form worshipped as Shri HariKrishna Maharaj aka Bhagwan SwamiNarayan adorned so beautifully. And am also very curious to know about the connection with Lord Hanuman in the form of Shri Salangpur Hanumanji with Neelkanth Varni. And I am so eager to watch further episodes about how Neelkanth Varni traveled to Gujarat and what all transpired in this Long journey from Ayodhya to Gujarat, leading to the Transformation that we see Him with many different names - Sahajanand Swami, Shri Harikrishna Maharaj and Bhagwan SwamiNarayan - all names of same Ascetic Boy "Neelkanth Varni". All in all, I am in so much love, admiration and reverence for the Ascetic Boy - Neelkanth Varni's Purity of Character, Resoluteness of Virtues, Discipline and Compassion for all Beings, even those who tried to harm Him!
In a way that felt like divine intervention, the Universe had brought me the answer to my years-long question through a series that was uploaded only eleven months ago. What are the chances that this answer would arrive just as I was ready to embrace it fully? It felt like a gift—a beautiful, synchronistic answer to a question I hadn’t even realized had been living within me all this time.
Looking at the photo frame now, I feel a profound reverence and connection with the Shri Harikrishna Maharaj of Vadtal in form of Neelkanth Varni, that wasn’t there before. Neelkanth Varni’s journey continues to inspire me, filling me with a renewed dedication to cultivate virtues like discipline, and detachment!
I am so much in awe, that I still keep revisiting scenes from this Movie series! The anticipation for future episodes and learning more about his journey is almost indescribable. His story has left a lasting impression on my soul, and it’s one I’ll carry forward with me, always. I have developed this intense desire to visit all the places visited by divine Avatar - Neelkanth Varni during His Kalyan Yaatra (Welfare Journey), even if I have visited some of them already! And the Holy Mount Kailash and Lake Mansarovar visited by Neelkanth Varni, which was already in my Bucket List, since past couple of years!
More detailed account of The Life & Time of Neelkanth Varni - BhagwanSwamiNarayan on Mother Earth and the super humane Feats achieved during that period, is mentioned beautifully on this website :
To anyone who has ever wondered about the existence of synchronicities or signs from the Universe, I share this experience as a testament to their reality. Sometimes, answers come when we’re ready to see them, in forms we could never predict. The divine always finds a way to reach us—whether through a video, a story, or even a simple photo frame—touching our hearts in the most profound way and transforming our lives forever.
