Today was one of those days.
One of those days when, despite doing everything right, working honestly, preparing diligently, acting with integrity; you are met with people who try to break your spine, try to demoralize you through their words, gestures, behavior, and actions. A day that leaves you feeling oppressed, unheard, and struck repeatedly by the blows of injustice.
I had been awake until 6 a.m. today morning, my Mom also awake with me whole night, while I was working relentlessly on something extremely close to my heart: justice. Ironically, I have lost almost everything I once built in the material world—years of expertise, profession, and effort—only to realize that perhaps I had been living in a kind of fantasy earlier. The ground reality looks very different.
The justice system, at least as I experienced it today, seems to move swiftly for the rich and famous—those who can afford counsels charging lakhs per hearing. But for those who appear in person, even if educated, even if armed with volumes of evidence, the experience can be dismissive and humiliating. Voices go unheard. Evidence goes unseen. Power speaks louder than truth. And when the opponent is backed by land mafia–like lobbies, the imbalance feels crushing.
Something inside me snapped.
The pain, frustration, and helplessness became unbearable, and in that moment of rage, I cursed the wrongdoers—seven generations of them. It came from agony, not hatred. But still, it came.
A couple of hours later, when my mind regained some balance, a deeper realization dawned upon me.
I saw clearly that in that moment, I had not truly understood the law of karma. I wasn’t willing to hold myself responsible for what I was experiencing—whether it stemmed from this life or past life karmas. If karma is truly engraved in every cell of my being, then reacting to injustice with curses upon innocent progeny was not awareness; it was ignorance.
I realized that true strength would be to accept responsibility, to resolve to clear my karmic debts, and to consciously build my account of merits instead.
With that understanding, I sought forgiveness from the Almighty—for my fit of rage. I sincerely asked that my angry words be withdrawn, deleted, dissolved completely. And the moment I did that, I felt it physically: a heavy burden lifted from my chest. Lightness. Relief. Stillness.
Yet, the day left me contemplating humanity.
How the world holds all kinds of people—some genuinely good, some scheming, some opportunistic, many driven by herd mentality, and so many blinded by desire. I also remembered moments from my own life where I had seen—even experienced—how authority and opportunity can push otherwise aware people into making wrong choices out of fear or greed.
And in a way, life made me taste my own judgments.
I realized I have no right to judge anyone. I may call actions wrong because they harm me, but most people are slaves to their fears and desires. Often, they don’t even realize the damage they cause—because the instant rewards they receive dull their sensitivity to others’ pain. Not everyone is an empath. Everyone is on their own journey.
By then, I was emotionally drained, physically low, and oddly troubled by mosquitoes due to the sudden change in weather. I had multiple insect bites—something that hadn’t happened in a long time—and I was feeling under the weather without being able to pinpoint why.
Almost absentmindedly, I opened YouTube.
And that’s when grace intervened.
I came across a YouTube Short of Shri Swami Samarth Mauli.
As I listened, tears of joy rolled down my cheeks. It felt as though Mauli was speaking only to me. Every single word in Marathi described exactly what I was experiencing at that very moment—my inner turmoil, my exhaustion, my doubts. And then Mauli gave an example involving insect bites.
I was stunned.
I had literal mosquito bites all over me—fresh, burning, undeniable. And within an hour, I received this message using the same analogy. I truly felt that the mosquitoes in my real world were divinely arranged so I could relate to the message with absolute clarity and know, without doubt, that this message was meant for me.
I listened to it three times with complete focus and attention.
And something healed.
When Mauli said to mean that, “people keep saying things, but Do not heed the words actions and behaviors of people who will come and go in life, continue walking on your path that feels true to your heart" I could finally realise what was bothering me without my awareness.. it instantly shifted something inside me and Mauli further added "Don’t worry about those who trouble you. I will take care of them. Fear not, because I always have your back" I literally bounced back from my trauma almost instantly. Soon after, I even came across another message saying,
“You have recovered from your trauma.”
And I had
For me, the Almighty Divine is the ultimate truth—my ultimate destination. And today, through perfectly timed synchronicity, I was reminded that even when systems fail, even when humans disappoint, grace never misses its timing.
Today broke me.
Today taught me.
And today healed me.
Forever A Humble Seeker of Truth
Forever A Humble Servant Of The Divine
