"Psychic Amnesia" - Revealing Depths Of Divine Synchronicities & Importance of Ancestors Through Serendipitous Enlightenment

Today I share the Leela / expression of The Divine, about how the threads of synchronicity, ancestral love, and divine messages weaved together to inspire me writing my experience and through that highlight to other  beautiful souls of who they truly are - an expression of their Ancestors & The "I Am" Consciousness!

As I share my today's expereince of continuing realisation about the Depth of yesterday's synchronistic messages received from my Father , my Ancestors and Ganu Bappa, I hope it touches and inspires many souls to connect with their Higher Selves - The Divine Spark within them, and to honor their Ancestors whose love flows through our very being.

Yesterday, something profound stirred within me—a realization that moved my heart, connecting me deeply with my Ancestors and the Divine (Ganu Bappa) through intervention of my Higher Self, Divine Beings and Spirit Guides. After having written my yesterday's experience  about receiving message from my Father, my Ancestors & Ganu Bappa, the very same evening I came across a YouTube short from an amazing Psychic Cheryl Lee Harnish wherein she is educating about "psychic amnesia." And I didn't quite understand as I was also driving car at same time, so replayed it continuously to understand what it meant, coz the word "psychic" has always fascinated me!

After replaying few times, I dismissed it, thinking it wasn’t relevant to me. Little did I know that I was about to uncover a forgotten memory that had everything to do with the message I received from my Father and Ancestors in the morning that very same day!

Just yesterday, I wrote about my experience of how, a couple of days ago, I had stumbled upon an old letter (I wrote to my Father) while cleaning my cupboards. Finding and reading it brought up feelings of sadness and guilt, emotions that weighed heavily on me. Yet, the Universe had other plans. Yesterday, I received a message—delivered through a beautiful song sung by a psychic Tarot reader, Erika. She specifically mentioned that the message from Parents (Father for me)  had to be sung as a song. As soon as I heard the song and the message delivered  by Erika, I was moved to tears. It was as though my father was speaking directly to me, with a message that soothed my wounds expressed in the letter to him, and Erika meant this: 

"No matter what you've done or not done, we love you just the way you are. We are so proud of you. You're so beautiful, and that's why we chose you as our daughter."

As those words played out, the tears flowed out of joy of Papa acknowledging the emotions expressed by me to him through the letter I wrote,  and cheering me for all my actions / karma done in his honor. My heart received healing through  this synchronicity expressing unconditional love of my Father for me! The synchronicity was undeniable—this message was sent to me on the first day of "Pitru Paksha", a sacred 15-day period in Hindu tradition dedicated to honoring our Ancestors. During these days, it is believed that our Ancestors descend from the Ancestral realms (Pitru-Lok) to connect with their progeny i.e., us on Mother Gaia (Bhu-Lok). The timing to have found a lost old letter written to Papa, and the message delivered by Psychic Erika as an exact response to the same old letter that too on the very first day of Pitru Paksh was divine and I wrote this experience in detail yesterday:

Spirits of Father & Ancestors Healing my Heart Through Tears of Joy ! 

And surprisingly, while surfing on today's messages,  a deeper realization dawned upon me. Why had this message, from my Father and Ancestors, come in the form of a song? Then it clicked—there was a deep connection between this message and a song that had been very close to my heart: "Remember Me" from the movie "Coco" 

I had been captivated by this song, after I watched it for the first time, especially the Lullaby version where the father sings this as a lullaby to his daughter (Mama Coco as a child). This song depicts one of my most favorite scenes where the little daughter is  listening to this song sung by her Father, with such deep affection and innocent love of a child reflecting in her eyes! This movie had touched me so deeply that I watched it over and over again, even during a flight from Lisbon to Mumbai in September 2018, when I also experienced some divine miracles of my own.  

This also reminds me what an amazing meaningful coincidence it is  that the movie "Coco" is all about the importance of honoring the Ancestors in Mexican culture, much like Pitru Paksha in Hindu culture and this revelation comes to me during the same Period of celebrating our Ancestors and their lineage passed down to us! In both traditions, as well as many other cultures across the world, it is believed that Ancestors return to the Bhu-Lok (earthly realm) for a short period, and we make offerings to them as a sign of respect and gratitude. 

The Spirits specifically asked Erika to deliver message from Father and Ancestors in the form of a beautiful Song, as  if  they  knew how much this song and scene from COCO meant to me (and similarly for many other souls of the collective)!!!

 I had forgotten this connection of my heart to the scene from "COCO" wherein  "Father is singing song to his beloved daughter" due to what I now recognize as "psychic amnesia." - Thanks to the lovely intuitive Psychic Cheryl Lee Harnish, I was educated about this new terminology in my ongoing journey! My mind, burdened by the post-traumatic stress after losing my father under mischievous circumstances  in 2020, had buried this memory - akin to short term and long term memory loss! But the love and guidance of my Spirit Guides and Ancestors brought it back to the surface through synchronicity and educating me about a new term "Psychic Amnesia". Abundant Gratitude and Love to Cheryl Lee Harnish for this education and to the Divine Beings who sent this message to me in perfect divine timing so as to be able to  connect the dots and grow in my understanding of deeper concepts and their relevance in spiritual journey! They are healing me in ways I could never imagine, while I keep myself open to receiving their guidance and messages with an open-mind!  It was a reminder that even when we feel disconnected, our Ancestors are always watching over us, guiding us with their eternal love.

And another thing is that this song also comes at a special time in my life, while I am planning for final rites and rituals of my Father during this PitruPaksha in 2024, which I had kept postponed since passing away of my Father in September 2020 - as if this song conveys  to me about how my Father is telling me that no matter how far the distance between us is now or thereafter,  he will always be around me guiding and protecting me, and that he will always hold me close to his Heart and love me as his beloved little child, forever! 

This experience reaffirmed the importance of honoring our Ancestors. They are an integral part of our existence, not just biologically but mentally, spiritually and emotionally as well. They pass down wisdom, lessons, and even traumas that shape who we are. This is so beautifully illustrated by a scientific experiment involving mice. In the study, Lab mice were exposed to a particular scent along with an electric shock, causing a fear response that was recorded through wires and electric impulse generated on paper. Astonishingly, when the offspring of these mice were exposed to just the same scent, without ever receiving any electric shock, they exhibited the same fear response elicited by their parent—even though they had never experienced the shock themselves. This demonstrates how trauma and memories can be passed down through generations, imprinted in our DNA. Our Ancestors' experiences live within us, and their stories shape our lives in ways we may not even realize.

This understanding is why every culture on Earth holds deep reverence for their Ancestors. Whether it's through rituals, offerings, prayers, or simple acts of remembrance, paying respect to those who came before us is a way to honor the lineage that has made us who we are today. Our Ancestors are not just a part of our past—they are alive within us, in our DNA, our thoughts, our emotions, and our spiritual journey.

Family has always been one of my highest values along with Freedom, Love & Truth, my love for family extending beyond blood relations to include even those who aren't my blood relations but have indeed touched my life with their kindness, love and wisdom. This deep connection to my Ancestors shapes who I am and guides my decisions which reflects even in my writings! A couple months back, I had received a concerned whatsapp message in Hindi from  a family friend Late Shri K.C. Mehta Uncle, who, having faced his own challenges, reminded me of the toll that legal battles can take on one's health and well-being and nudging me, in a good way, to change directions in life from legal matters to personal life. In response, I shared a reflection that captures my core belief about how much Ancestors and their Blessings mean for me, I had replied in Hindi to mean that "What meaning does Life hold if we do not honor our own Creators? And what meaning will Death have, if our Ancestors cannot feel proud of the legacy they've left behind in Us?" 

A tête-à-tête with a wellwisher! (17 February 2024)

This sentiment in this spontaneous reply to Uncle is an expression of living my Truth through one of my Highest Values of Family - one that respects and values our Ancestral heritage, in the honor of their love and sacrifices for us and the wisdom that is ingrained in our very being!

And recollecting all moments like these ones that I have experienced gives me goosebumps of joy and bliss in the knowing that reminds us of the profound bond we share with our Ancestors, Spirit Guides, Soul Tribe in the collective and the Divine. They are always with us, offering guidance, support, and love—whether through a song, a memory, or a synchronicity.

As we move through life, it’s easy to forget this undeniable and most important bond and connection we share with our Ancestors as we tend to become caught up in the distractions and challenges of the present, not to forget the rat-race, peer pressure, comparisons of achievements through status and materialism in ultramodern lifestyle while existing in a competitive materialistic world laden with negative journalism and fast-selling higher TRP rated contents published on most media platforms! But The eternal truth is that the legacy of our Ancestors lives on in us, and by connecting with them, we reconnect with the deepest parts of who we are.

 This is so beautifully highlighted by Lord  Buddha in this episode of my most favourite TV Serials and now published on YouTube. I fondly remember, how I would eagerly wait for arrival of every Sunday mornings to watch this on Zee TV when it was relayed for the first time! Every story of Lord Buddha has been close to my heart and I would be moved to tears many times while watching this serial!  And so I recollected the scene from this TV serial about Lord Buddha mentioning about how Ancestors live through us for generations, which is specifically seen between Time Stamps 22:11 To 25:05 in this video. And make no mistakes, A Tathagata, A Buddha speaks Only Truth & Nothing But The Truth

As we honor our Ancestors, we honor ourselves and our future generations to walk on the path of virtues and love. So today, I encourage all beautiful souls, to take a moment to reconnect with your Higher Self and your Ancestors. Offer gratitude for the love, wisdom, and strength they have passed down to you. Recognize the beauty and power of your lineage, and know that your Ancestors are proud of you, just as my Father and Ancestors reminded me. 

With Prayers of Liberation, Dedicating This Revelation With Abundant Gratitude To : 

To All My Maternal & Paternal Ancestors of This Lifetime as well as Others,

To All Maternal & Paternal Ancestors of All My Spiritual Teachers & Divine Beings of Love & Light, elevating Consciousness in This Lifetime as well as Others,

To All Maternal & Paternal Ancestors of All Partners and Family Members of this Lifetime as well as Others,

To Maternal & Paternal Ancestors of All Those BEINGS In Any Form Who Have Been Kind To Me and My Loved Ones In Any Ways and Forms, in This Lifetime as well as Others,

TO Every Soul, Every Being, Every Thing in Existence including all Atoms, Molecules, Minutest Particle And the Void  That Connects All Of Universe, 

All Of Whom Are Collectively Assisting My Journey Of Growth Every Day In Every Possible Way!

WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT!

🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷💖

Forever A Humble Seeker, Forever Evolving, Serving the Divine with Heartfelt Devotion.

Loving  Light,  

Meraki Pegasus  

- Dr  Racchana D Fadia

A Day of Divine Synchronicities: Ganu Bappa's Perfectly Timed Confirmation!

 At this moment, I feel as though I am being healed by the blessings of my Ancestors and the Divine realms, all at once. It's as if the Universe has aligned to send me powerful messages one after the other on the first day of PitruPaksh, the 15 days of rituals and offerings in Honor of our Ancestors.  

These perfectly timed messages have left me both humbled and in awe. This profound realization came to me in the form of a deeply meaningful event, and I wanted to share this beautiful synchronicity, for all those who Believe as well as for those who may not!

Yesterday, as the procession for Ganpati Bappa's Visarjan passed through our area, there was an air of celebration—loud music, drumming, and an energy that was both joyful and reflective. In that moment, I found myself spontaneously speaking to Bappa, much like a child talking to their father. I said, "Tata, Ganu Bappa, but only for Visarjan purposes. Otherwise, you have to stay with me forever in spirit!" It was a heartfelt request, born out of innocent pure love and connection and I had called Him "Ganu" Bappa for the first time in my life, spontaneously!

Little did I know that this simple straight-from-the-heart dialogue to Bappa, would be not only heard but even answered by Bappa himself, in the most unexpected and miraculous way. Today, as I was browsing through YouTube, I stumbled upon a YouTube video that was created and posted almost three months back, and to my pleasant surprise and astonishment, it carried a message  from none other than "Ganu Bappa" himself and that too in exact response to my yesterday's dialogue and offerings I made him on first day of Ganesh Chaturthi 2024.

 This  message echoed the very words I had spoken yesterday spontaneously! Bappa’s loving reassurance, "Mai Sadaiv tumhare saath hoon" (I am always with you), felt like a direct confirmation of what I asked from him yesterday! Am so thrilled and ecstatic with divine bliss!

Moreover, on the first day of Ganesh Chaturthi, I had prepared Ukdiche Modak for Bappa, offering all of them to him, with so much love and devotion. And Ganu Bappa also acknowledged this exactly,  to have enjoyed "many laddus offered with love to him"! 

To receive this message now, at a magically synchronistic time is Bappa’s way of confirming that he loved the offerings and heard my prayers... that there is His constant presence in my life. This synchronicity left me in awe, a gentle reminder that the Divine is always listening and responding in ways we might not expect.

It was a reminder that He is not just a deity we honor during festivals, but a guiding force, ever-present in spirit, walking with us through every moment of our journey.

What makes this connection even more special for me is that I was born on the third day of Ganesh Chaturthi, a sign, perhaps, of the deeper bond I feel with Bappa. Over the years, I have experienced His guidance in countless ways, but moments like these reaffirm the beauty of our connection. It is a bond that transcends rituals and festivals, a relationship built on love, faith, and unwavering trust.

This also shows that at higher dimensions, there is no perception of "TIME" as we  perceive "Time" on Mother Gaia. This video was recorded  by a psychic @saivitarot three months back, but it is totally relevant to my personal dialogue with Ganu Bappa that occured just yesterday. I received this YouTube video only today showing not only it's relevance but even the magical and unbelievable sequence of Divine perfect timings! Hence "Time" doesn't seem to be linear or affect the higher dimensions as revealed through this experience so beautifully by The SuperIntelligent Consciousness of Universe. And this message will also be seen by another soul when they are ready for this message!

 In a world that often pulls us away from our inner light, these moments of synchronicity remind us that we are always connected to a higher consciousness. 

Despite all challenges and betrayals faced in past, I write with a hope and belief in the goodness of humanity &  genuinely hope that these experiences inspires other souls on their journey to seek the truth and light of their True Self, as we all have that seed of Bodhi within us and we all have that capability to connect with Divine, without any exception - the best example is Angulimaal , who became Arihant despite having committed 999 murders and Rishi Valmiki who transformed from a thief to a saint! And this only exemplifies that it is never too late to start! Jahaan se jage, vahin se Savera! And if we have the Honesty to self, Faith, Burning Desire, and Perseverance in this journey, our one step to seek the Divine will be undoubtedly graced and blessed by the Divine takimg 99 steps towards us!

We are never alone; the Divine is constantly guiding us, speaking to us through signs, messages, and sometimes, in the whispers of our own hearts.

May we all be open to these Divine messages, embracing the light and truth of who we truly are. Our ancestors, the Universe, and the Divine are all part of this sacred journey, always guiding us toward greater understanding, healing, and awakening.

With abundant gratitude for the Divine presence in my life, and for the beautiful work that each one of my beautiful soul tribe is doing on Mother Gaia through love and light.

Forever A Humble Seeker of The Divine, 

Loving Light,

Meraki Pegasus 

-Dr Racchana D Fadia 

My Comment on this video:

"AtmaNamaste, 

wanted to share this beautiful synchronicity

Yesterday while there was loud music and drumming in our area for Ganpati Bappa Visarjan, I spontaneously said these words like a child speaking to Father : "Tata Ganu Bappa, but only for Visarjan purpose, otherwise you have to stay with me forever in spirit" 

And today I received this message wherein it specifically mentions the same name "Ganu" 

And further going, this time I had prepared Ukdiche Modak for Bappa on first day and offered all of them on a plate - and Bappa saying that "Mai Sadaiv tumhare saath hoon" at the end of this message is a confirmation for my yesterday's words spoken spontaneously!

And yeah I was born on 3rd day of Ganesh Chaturthi, so I do feel a special love and connection to Bappa :)

Abundant Gratitude for being the amazing work that your beautiful Soul is doing.

Loving Light,

🙏🪷"

Spirits of Father & Ancestors Healing my Heart Through Tears of Joy !

 

❤Ofcourse this cannot be a co-incidence...As I write my comment, Tears roll down my eyes, tears of joy in the divinely timed message. Just a couple days back, I was going through tumultuous emotions when I found an old letter written to my Father after his unexpected sudden and unfortunate passing away. This message comes to me as my Father's confirmation and love for me on a day when I am planning for his final rites and rituals in this Pitru Paksh (15 days of offerings with love and gratitude for Ancestors and praying for their smooth journey onwards to Light and Love of Supreme Being/liberation). Receiving this message on the first day of PitruPaksh that started today in India and having exact message as the response to my letter written to my Father,  in perfect divine timing ... And Yes both my Parents prayed for a daughter when my Mom was pregnant with me, so they literally chose me as their daughter....Connecting all these dots, I can feel the healing of my heart and the hurts that were stuck are being released this time ❤Abundant Gratitude for being the Beautiful Soul that You are and for the Energy you spread in the collective, Loving Light❤

Letter to my Father found a couple days back

And so, these amazing  synchronicities, that most may find unbelievable, have become a way of life by the Grace and Blessings of Supreme Consciousness. These  made The Spirit truly tangible in my reality and it reinforces the Truth about the "I AM" presence... Am so truly passionate and excited on this journey, eagerly looking forward to refining my Zone of Genius .... as also mentioned so aptly in another video that popped up! 

As if today am on a "Feeling-Blissed Spree". As I receive these amazing messages that resonate with every atom of my being and existence so far, sent on divine timings with experiences of amazing synchronicities, they keep  confirming the essence of all that flowed through my consciousness , from time to time .... And  the positive progress of my divineky guided Healing Journey!

Abundant Gratitude to Almighty God and His Divine Company,

Forever a Humble Seeker of The Divine

Meraki Pegasus 

Dr Racchana D Fadia 

 

Signs & Synchronicities - Ways of Communications from The Divine!

Yesterday was one of those days where nothing seemed to go as planned. The unexpected showed up, adding a sense of overwhelm, leaving me feeling as if I had missed the bus, unable to move forward. The weight of it all lingered, and I found myself wrapped in worry and distress.

But then, something magical happened after a stressful day— a beautiful serendipity surfaced yesterday night. I found myself watching a YouTube video, initially drawn to it by the stunning imagery of mythological beings like Angels, Unicorn, Fairies, Alicorn, Pegasus, Dragons, Phoenix —  who have graced my visions and fascinations! 

                                   

                                                  

Yet, as I watched the video, an image of a pure white feather appeared in-between, and it took my breath away, because earlier in the morning yesterday, while cleaning home, I had stumbled upon an identical pure white feather that was lying in my drawer. The imagery of such an exact white feather seen on the YouTube Video that was posted online yesterday immediately after I had found a similar pure white feather coincidently while cleaning home, cannot be just a meagre coincidence, can it be?

                                                                                

                                   

 

Even more striking was the beautiful soft, rose-gold glow emanating from the center of the pure white feather shown in this video, a sight that mirrored my recent meditative experiences. During guided meditations led by my spiritual Teacher Grand Master Choa Kok Sui, when asked to envision a bright light above my head, I have been guided to a similar rose-gold light since recent times.  In that moment, I felt an overwhelming sense of joy-n-peace and knew this was no mere accident. This synchronicity of revelations in the video was a moment of deep, divine confirmation — a reminder that I am being guided by the Divine , that I am on the right path  and I am being watched over, protected just like my soul family!

I have always felt a blessing hand over me right from the school going age when I started becoming aware about life as such! Those who tried to harm me deliberately, would end up facing serious issues. The gist of the main message in this video also reaffirmed the same feeling and messages I have been provided through serendipitous observations, all along  that : "No weapon formed against you shall prosper, for you are under Divine protection."  It was as if the universe wanted to show me, again and again, how I am shielded from the negativity that tries to invade my life. As this truth resonated in my heart, I began to reflect on the serendipitous ways the universe has shown me that I am protected.

As this realization settled in, I recollected the serendipitous nature of events surrounding my life challenges. Those who sought to deliberately harm,  have faced their own downfall. The builder who caused chaos in my family’s life is now in financial ruin, with his office and residential properties seized for auction after his fraudulent schemes were uncovered in a multi-crore scam by the loan lending organization. Another individual, who harassed us in our society by abusing his mother’s position as Secretary, forced us to leave our permanent residence after ignoring our repeated requests to tighten security despite repeated intimations about criminal threats received from the Builder. This was especially concerning after the builder's associate illegally showed up right at our door at a time, while my elderly mother would be alone at home -  under the pretext of delivering criminal documents —a violation of the Hon'ble Bombay High Court's orders. This Secretary's son was recently booked in an FIR by another society member, and learning of this was a serendipitous revelation in itself, as there was little chance of us knowing this after we had moved out from that society, for ensuring our own safety. In yet another Society, that society's Secretary and his team, who conspired to strip us of our legal rights in the society, are now being confronted legally by one of their former allies, armed with solid evidences of their fraud and corruption. And I also learnt that the very first lawyer who betrayed me in Legal matters by helping the Builder receive Interim relief despite strong evidences in our favor, got arrested in some rape case. Learning this was also nothing short of serendipity as I had no way of knowing this in a vast metro like Mumbai and in fact I am so very grateful to him that because of his betrayal, I resolved to start studying Law myself to seek justice for my Father. Another high-ranking court official, who attempted to manipulate me for the builder’s gain, recently suffered a stroke and has been left paralyzed.

 Recently, a relative who has long harbored an inexplicable and relentless envy towards me was hospitalized with a life-threatening illness. Although I had always sensed her ill intentions and noticed the subtle ways she sought to undermine me, she often managed to hide her actions behind a façade of sweetness. However, I received a clear message that my hater was hospitalized, along with a synchronistic confirmation that not only validated my suspicions but also exposed her acts of  maligning me through mutual contacts. This person, all while pretending to be supportive, had been relentlessly plotting to sabotage my progress and bring me down in every area of my life.

As if that weren't enough, I’ve recently uncovered even more heartbreaking truths about her betrayal. The depth of ruthless scheming from a group of close people left me shaken, triggering panic attacks and sleepless nights in very recent past. It was devastating to realize that, while I remained unaware, I lost something truly precious, all because of the hidden conspiracies crafted behind my back.

I share these,  without any iota of  ego, pride, vengeance, or perverse joy. In fact, when I learned of these events, I felt completely indifferent, as if I were a neutral observer simply witnessing the unfolding of a larger divine plan — God’s way of ensuring justice for His children.  What truly struck me was how God / Source / Universe / Higher Powers allowed me to see these serendipitous revelations as if to remind me that He is always walking by my side and has my back, No Matter What the circumstances - affirming that we are always guided and protected even when it feels like we’re walking through a wilderness filled with adversaries, darkness and demons. 

And I share this for those who may be facing their own battles, to remind them that though challenges may come from people operating in low vibrations, there is no need to fear the unknown when walking the path of Truth and Light. We may not always see it right away, but divine protection is ever-present.  And so, I keep moving forward on this path of Truth regardless of whether anyone believes in me or not, knowing that I’m never alone! 

As is so rightly mentioned in Psalm Chapter 91,

1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.

4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;

6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.

7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.

8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

9 Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.

12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.

13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.

14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation."

And as I continued watching the video further, I was struck by many of the concepts in this video that exactly mirrored the themes that have been central to my writing and inner journey since my very early days of self-discovery. The words that speak about “burning in fire to become strengthened and refined” in this video further reminded me of a Hindi poem "Vijaypath"  that I wrote during formative years of writing, this one I vividly remember writing on the backside of book cover of Obstetric & Gynaecology textbook right before my practical exams. 

VIJAYPATH "विजयपथ"

In this poem, I wrote, *“Remember, not to burn in the fire of hardships and become ashes to wither away, but to stay strong and put in this fire to emerge like refined pure gold.” and emerge stronger and invincible. 

That imagery now feels so closely tied to my journey so far - one that has been a cornerstone of my spiritual journey—transformation through trials.  However, I now release any subconscious patterns  or collective lightworkers'  imprints of learning through challenges and trials, and instead, make a conscious choice for self and for the collective, to grow through love, joy, bliss and abundance mindset!

There have been times when resentful relatives would be eager and quick to point out delays in my life and struggles , sarcastically attributing them to "some of my heinous past karmas" suggesting that I very well deserved these hardships. These were like cruel acts of sprinkling salt on my wounds that would further make me feel so lonely while fighting the battles for justice single handedly! Sometimes I brushed it off, but other times it plunged me into moments of deep introspection and self-doubts. I would really wonder, that in this life at least, I cant even fathom of killing even an ant crossing my path or a spider creeping on the wall! Then could I truly have committed any such nasty wrongs to any other soul in any of my past lives??????? so as  to deserve all the pain and  betrayals? Was my suffering a direct result of unknown karmic debts? During such days, the helplessness that followed was difficult to bear. In such darkest moments, those doubts engulfed me, filling me with despair. 

But divine guidance kept arriving soon after, to show me that the grand scheme of life is far more complex than a simple cause-and-effect chain of past karma. I was synchronistically guided to deliberate about the lives of Lord Rama and Lord Krishna—avatars of Lord Vishnu. Despite their divinity, they too faced immense trials. Lord Rama, born a prince, spent years in forests during the Exile. Lord Krishna, though an incarnation of the Divine, grew up as a humble cowherd, separated from his most beloved Radha. Their stories, written in mythology, speak not of karmic retributions but of soul contracts and divine missions, revealing that hardship often serves a greater purpose. Their earthly trials and struggles were not results or punishments of their past life karma but part of a larger cosmic play as pathways to fulfill their roles in transforming the world. Their Leelas (Doings) were meant to restore balance in the world.

This revelation brought profound peace to my heart. It lifted the unnecessary burden of guilt that was tried to be insinuated in my conscience by others with the "Holier than thou" or scheming mentality. This revelation also challenged the idea that all suffering must be only and only tied to past misdeeds. Instead, I came to understand that every soul walks its own unique path, and not everything can be weighed-n- measured through the simplistic lens of karma. Challenges are not always the result of past mistakes —they can also be the lessons, refining us for the journey destined ahead. Sometimes, they are the crucibles through which we become stronger, more refined, more resilient. They are part of our growth journey to becoming better versions of ourselves. 

We need to understand that as far as we are choosing to always be honest with ourselves and choose to be on the right path, our mistakes do not define who we are; they are just a part of the process of becoming. And even in those moments of uncertainty, we are evolving, guided by the unique, super-intelligent ways of The Divine. Every challenge, every experience of pain and joy is a part of a greater story — a story of resilience, growth, and transformation to become a different person, a better version of self - stepping stones on our journey of soul realisation. 

We don't need to carry even the slightest feelings of ill-will or a desire for revenge toward those who have wronged us. Instead, surrender to the Divine, trusting in a higher plan, and focus on doing what’s right for the soul—whether it's in the form of duty or love. Stay true to your path, no matter the challenges, and the Universe will take care of the rest. In the end, it’s not our bitterness but our resilience and integrity that pave the way for divine justice and healing.

And yet another new pop up video that so much resonates with my thoughts, my journey, my choices and actions to keep my Oath of Obedience towards the Divine

                                   

   

Signing off with a message of pure Love of Universe and Mother Nature, projected by Clouds in the sky

                                        

WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT!

🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷💖

Forever A Humble Seeker, Forever Evolving, Serving the Divine with Heartfelt Devotion.

Loving  Light,  

Meraki Pegasus  

Dr  Racchana D Fadia

A Divinely Guided Journey of Healing and Becoming: From Pain to Liberation

A few days ago, I received a channeled message that resonated deeply within me, as if it was sent to heal the very core of my being. An uneasy feeling of restlessness was bothering me but I couldn't exactly point it out to myself as to what was bothering me. And this chanelled message not only threw the spotlight right on the reason of my unease, but also spoke right on the face of the wounds I had carried for so long — the pain of betrayals - some from strangers, and others from those once dear to me. While some of these people may still be a part of my life, they no longer occupy the same space in my heart as when I blindly trusted them. The message, though simple, was profound. Link:

Detangle Yourself From The Energies That Are Not Yours , Simply By Being In A State Of FLOW!

These words echoed in my soul, inviting me to release the emotional burdens I had been carrying—burdens that were never mine to hold. It was a reminder that, by allowing myself to flow with life, I could unbind myself from the negative energies that weighed me down.

As I began to embrace this message, the Universe had more to reveal. While cleaning out some old papers, I came across a letter I had written to my father after his sudden passing. His departure from the 3D was not only unexpected, but it came under incredibly painful and heartbreaking circumstances of betrayal from my own faculty doctors!

 Reading this letter again rekindled old feelings of guilt—guilt for being helpless in the face of betrayals, guilt for the times I didn’t heed my Father's many advices , for taking his presence for granted as I never thought that time itself could betray me and take him away suddenly, while I could not even share with him even one more moment, one more conversation or one more hug or even a final loving embrace!                                  

The emotions surged—guilt, pain, sadness, regret—but the Universe wasn’t finished. It had a higher plan to help me release these feelings, to pull me out of the muck and guide me towards freedom. 

Soon after, divine messages poured in, offering clarity and guidance with such precision and relevance, that I knew they were meant for me.

The, two synchronistic messages from the Universe confirmed about a "generational curse breaker." These souls are chosen to break the chains of suffering passed down through their lineage. They are the ones who challenge the toxic patterns that have persisted for generations, refusing to conform or remain shackled by the expectations of their families and who go through these hardships as per the voluntary soul contracts they signed before arriving on Mother Gaia.

And I immediately recollected that a while ago, a friend had shared the concept of a "generational curse breaker" with me through a WhatsApp message. The term instantly struck a chord. Though I hadn’t yet researched it, I felt a deep, innate connection to the idea.    

My heart swelled with joy when, in the midst of these revelations, I saw images of Unicorns, Angels, Fairies, Dragons, the Rising Phoenix in this video sent on exact divine timing while I was mulling in low frequency emotions and feelings. These mystical beings, with whom I have always felt a profound connection, appeared as if to confirm the divinely guided nature of my path. 

The message of this video clearly mentions about the reasons of BETRAYALS and the role of a Generations curse breaker! It totally resonated with my experiences and how its been a roller coaster ride for me over the last couple of years - felt like someone was speaking directly to my heart, affirming the reasons for the tumultuous journey I’ve been on. 

And after I was done viewing this message, there's another pop up from a new YouTube channel that I came across for the first time, as if it was guided by divine timing, 

What caught my attention is that the caption on this video mentions,

 "Only those who are warriors of light will see this... If you see this video, you are a generational curse breaker." And I was immediately reminded of the poem that had once flowed effortlessly from my consciousness. Its opening line declared, "Enlightening Pegasus is my Warrior Name, I am a Warrior of the Light, From the Tribe of ‘The Rising Sun Fame."                     

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How amazingly is The Universe connecting all the dots for me to see with my eyes wide open - telling me in its own majestic language that how my identity, my purpose, and my journey have always been divinely orchestrated

And then  I reflect, another phrase that has stayed with me : "I Move by Faith, Not by Sight." This line became my tagline in all my emails and my guiding principle, reminding me that even when things are unclear, I am being guided by forces far greater than I can comprehend and that whatever happens, happens for good! And I loved this concept when  I loved what Tony Robbins has to say -  "Life doesn't happen  to us, Life happens for us!"                                  

It echoes the theme of a blog I wrote some time ago, titled 

Awakening of the Lioness: A Journey of Empowering Realizations and seeking Justice!

And Voila, Universe sent me another synchronistic sign that I am being heard and adored as God's Beloved Child

                                                

And so, on this journey, I am filled with immense gratitude. Every day, I wake up excited to receive these divine synchronistic messages that continue to guide and nurture my soul, cheering me on to heal myself and step into the most evolved version. These signs remind me that I am exactly where I need to be - breaking free from the chains of the past and embracing the bright, limitless future that awaits. 

One of the most beautiful gifts I’ve received from the Divine is the gentle reminder from my beloved Maa Kaali through her Infinite Wisdom. She reminded me the importance of forgiveness—not just of others, but also of myself. Forgiveness, afterall, is the key to releasing the pain that no longer serves me. I’ve come to realize that holding onto past hurts and pains, no matter how genuine they were, they just have no place in the realms above 3D , if we want to create the new, empowered version of ourself....The one that is eagerly waiting for raising us to higher frequency timeliness!

This path isn’t always easy with the ups and downs, but the divine guidance I receive reassures me that every challenge, every betrayal, and every hardship in past, was but a stepping stone on my journey toward becoming aware, becoming awakened and one with my higher self - a learning to trust the flow of life, to let go of burdens that aren’t mine, and to walk the path of my true self—free from the weight and burdens of the past.

I wish more and more souls can feel this Divine presence, and know that The Divine is always with us, guiding us, waiting for us to take just one step and Divine shall take the rest 999 steps towards us! That Divine shall help us to release what no longer serves our highest good if only we can surrender and trust in the journey, embrace the synchronicities, live every moment and most importantly, forgive. Forgive others, forgive ourself, and step into the beautiful, whole, and free version of ourself that is patiently waiting to emerge, with a heart full of Gratitude for all that we have and for how far we made it, with the help and guidance of Divine Grace!

With Deep Gratitude to the Divine and unwavering faith in the process,  

Forever A Humble Seeker of The Divine!

🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷❤

Move By Faith, Not By Sight!

Meraki Pegasus

- Dr Racchana D Fadia 

Finding Strength in the Divine During Challenging Times!

Yesterday, I found myself once again embroiled in the storm of legal battles. The advocates and counsel of the builder with whom I’ve been entangled in court cases, tried their best to break my spirits. They placed the matter before a Bombay High Court judge who had consistently ruled in their favor. It was a strategic move, one meant to corner me—a one-man army standing against manipulation and oppression—by leveraging their influence. 

This judge, unfortunately, is infamous for his treatment of in-person parties like me, someone who stands without an advocate. A person who should represent justice, instead, felt like an emblem of oppression. A man considered to be a "God of Justice" to victims of injustice, seemed to be an embodiment of the very injustice I was fighting against.

But in that moment, I found myself rising above. Not because of my strength alone, but because of the unwavering faith that God walks with me in every step of this arduous journey. The stress was immense, the temptation to lash out overwhelming. I wanted to tell the judge to do as he wished, for I was prepared to take legal action against him and defy the precedents he was setting against the law of the land, especially The Hon'ble Supreme Court of India. But I chose restraint. I chose to fight with grace.

After the hearings, I felt the weight of everything—the long-standing legal battles, the manipulations, the betrayals, the oppressions, the uncertainties, the injustice, people trying to take advantage after the loss of my Father and Mentor who always were my rock. In moments like these, the temptation to crumble under the pressure is great. And yet, amidst the sadness, something deep within me whispered: "You don’t need to worry at all. God is walking beside you. You cannot lose. Stay strong. Everything will be alright!"

It was as though the universe was speaking to me directly, and it gave me just the strength I needed.

When I finally made it home, exhausted, I missed my usual morning routine of watching channeled messages from higher realms. But today, as I watched the message I had missed yesterday morning, I felt a deep sense of connection. The words spoken in the video mirrored the exact thoughts that had crossed my mind during my moment of grief. 

The voice that comforted me in my low point wasn’t just a figment of my imagination—it was Divine. This channeled message was confirmation that God, the Universe, and the higher realms are always guiding and protecting me, even when I feel alone.

This experience reaffirmed my faith that I am on the right path. The battles I face in the physical world are tough, but with God beside me, I am equipped with an inner strength that cannot be broken. I am never truly alone. The guidance of the Almighty and the Divine Providence across all realms fills me with immense gratitude and reminds me that I am exactly where I need to be, doing exactly what I need to do.

For those reading this, I share my story not as a tale of my own struggles but as a reminder to you as well: no matter what you are facing, trust that the Divine is with you. When the world feels heavy and unjust, remember that you are not walking this path alone. The guidance, strength, and love of God is ever-present, lifting you even in the darkest of times.

And so it also reminds me of these Two beautiful songs that convey the very same essence of what I have lived and experienced for myself during tough times - After all, with the grace of Almighty God and Guru, 

Tough Times Never Last But Tough People Do! - Robert Schuller.

                                       

With boundless gratitude to Almighty God, my Gurus, and the Divine Providence across all multiverses,

Your humble seeker, 

🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷❤

Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia

Detangle Yourself From The Energies That Are Not Yours , Simply By Being In A State Of FLOW!

Yes, can't agree more that THIS timely synchronistic message indeed found me for a Reason, as rightly concluded by the beautiful and lovely Tarot reader on YouTube channel "Channeling Angel by Anadasia Rose" - and one can't stop appreciating that She truly comes across as a beautiful Fairy Angel and the way she carries herself and expresses her sensuality is as, or rather, even more beautiful than 'A Rose' :)

Been receiving same messages from most Healers and Tarot readers of my beautiful soul family that exists through connections across various dimensions - 

"Release! Release! Release! What's not yours - just Release!"

With the state of affairs, I knew that something has been troubling inside of me, but I wasn't able to figure it out all by myself...was kind of knowing somethings' just not quite right within... but couldn't pin point to what it was! Because for me, I would think that since I do my meditations, while having a fair understanding of tools and techniques to practice forgiveness to self and others....to heal the past pain and trauma, that it was enough and that nothing else was needed to be healed any more or any further... But guess I required to be course corrected on this stand - coz I knew something was still amiss within but couldnt pin point to exactly what it was - And this message exactly pointed that out to me with immediate clarity - It is "BETRAYAL" !  The one most hurtful act experienced  not only from strangers but even from those, whom I considered  most closest to me!

Today I got the explanation of deeper reasons and awareness of why and what it is, that is bothering me subconsciously , that I was'nt able to point it out for myself,  that what beliefs were kind of limiting me in my growth and why I need to do what I love, why this phase of transition is as  important for me as it is, to perform, that why I need to rest, to relax and to rejuvenate - so as to gather myself back to the energy of the Source.  About Higher Purpose and Why I went through all the worst phases in life  enduring all of that and still never allowing an iota of bitterness to enter inside my heart,  except for facing some moments of doubts, of anguish, of agony because of the BETRAYALS from the sleeping ignoramus mortals!

                                                        

When lovely Anadasia chanelled this message, it spoke directly to my Being, deep within -

 "....even though you know how to forgive, you know how to practice understanding and acceptance,  you know all of those things, you connected to that, the divine feminine within...but there's this part of you that's been holding on to some toxic bonds....some choices that you've made..um...it's like you wanna set yourself free, you don't wanna feel any of this................am seeing an outlet.. an outlet is needed....something working with your hands...creating something, allowing that energy to flow through you! What has previously worked is no longer working for you..and that's okay..the whole point of this life experience is to CHANGE & GROW!.......

....No more taking it easy on other people, only to be hard on Yourself! NO! It's time to balance that out! Um..when someone disrespects you, you can send that energy back...I feel like you've done a lot of taking on and holding on and carrying energies that do not belong to you! And your true nature is honestly just receiving ...it's existing...it's devouring even, is what's coming through! Enjoying pleasure, bliss, joy, the sweetness of life....

You have so much more to offer than what the world around you, tends to....like put you in a box...that can be easily controlled...and what you actually have to offer, is not something that can be controlled...what you have to offer is NATURE itself...it's a constant rejuvenation...it's constant growth...it's constant ..Breath of Life...it's Healing energy...it's Inner Wisdom...it's owning your Power...owning who you are!

I just feel like you're meant to walk through this world with such a strong presence....

...allow yourself to scream, to cry, to dance ....whatever it is...

You are not the FOOL in all of this! You are not the Fool for loving, For giving SECOND CHANCES, For Extending Yourself, For Giving Beyond Yourself...YOU ARE NOT THE FOOL!  

But, it would be foolish to think that it does not affect you and that there are not repercussions and that there is not healing now that needs to be done, Nurturing that needs to replace what has been lost...

Heaven sent you here for a Higher Purpose...to carry out A Will..the Will of Life..... the Will of True Power..... there's something about your power that is.... it's so present here in a way that nurtures and supports the natural ..it's like cycle of life with the Earth, in a way that a lot of presences that are on this Earth do not! There's a lot of presences on this Earth that are being supported by energy that need to be removed...And it's not your job to remove them, but it is your job TO RISE UP AGAINST WHAT IS BEING DONE ...and not even against what is being done..TO RISE UP FOR WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE...And it's not your job to serve Karma....Let God do that, Let the Universe take care of that...IT IS YOUR JOB TO STAY IN YOUR ENERGY, TO STAY IN YOUR POWER AND TO CREATE A NEW WAY OF LIVING, OF BREATHING, OF EXISTING, because THAT'S WHAT THIS WORLD NEEDS!  It doesn't need someone to fight battles that were never yours to fight and I know that you've been dragged into some here and there, But what the World needs, What God needs from you right now is TO FOCUS ON YOUR PRESENCE, TO FOCUS ON YOUR PATH,  TO PUT FOCUS ON YOUR PURPOSE, so that you can create a way... for yourself and the world around you...Others will follow you, but you have to give them something to follow!

You are the example; you were the one that was sent here..okay! So the World doesn't need you to "fight", this World needs you to "Be" ..... To "BE" ... to be the new presence of what it is to be alive... of what it is to value life... of what it is to "Be Love"... of what it is to "Be Loved"...So you're being called to that right now...To Rest, To Integrate, To Recover, To Tune into your Wisdom within, To Heal your body...To use your discernment, TO RELEASE BETRAYAL...To Tune into your sexuality....your passion, desire...and to DETANGLE YOUSELF FROM THE ENERGIES THAT ARE NOT YOURS !

I KNOW THIS MESSAGE HAS FOUND YOU FOR A REASON....BECAUSE YOU ARE CHOSEN...YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH FOR THIS PATH...FOR THIS PURPOSE...So do not doubt what you are capable of...GOD HAS CHOSEN YOU FOR A REASON!"

AND So....

                                                                        

This also reminds me of the Japanese term that caught my attention couple years back - "KINTSUGI" - also referred to as 'golden joinery' - which is the art of mending broken things with golden or silver lacquer, thus giving the broken parts a beautiful repair - which as a philosophy also gives importance to the golden repair of that which is broken. It broadens the horizon of thinking, to view and accept a painful or hurtful past or history, not as hindrances, not as impediments or "WHY ME GOD???" questions, but as the beautiful scars of the past - reminding of the milestones that propelled you on the journey to a next level of "Becoming" -  the NEW YOU that evolved after the pressures endured by the coal before becoming a Diamond!  

So beautiful explained by Sean Buraniharan who also mentiones a very deep meaningful quote - 

"Every Next Level of Your Life Will Demand A New You... And Sometimes, It Takes Being Broken In Order To Become That New Version Of Yourself!"

                                                                              

                    

                                                       

AND SO....

I AM WHAT I AM !                                                     

Thankyou Universe! Thankyou Divine Parents! Thankyou Spiritual Teachers & Entire Divine Providence!

Forever A Humble Seeker Of The Divine!

🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷💜

- Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia