Just two hours ago, a YouTube video was uploaded and that moved me to my core. It felt like the Universe had handpicked it for me — a divine validation of my deepest inner knowing. The speaker’s words echoed everything my soul had been whispering all along: that every challenge, every betrayal, every heartbreak I endured was not meant to destroy me, but to fortify me from within.
For the longest time, I carried the weight of pain and disbelief — wondering why life seemed to turn on me when all I did was love, trust, and give. But today, as I listened to that message, something inside me shifted completely.
I realized that I was never alone. Through every sleepless night and silent tear, invisible yet supremely powerful forces were holding me, guiding me, and protecting me. Even when I couldn’t see the bigger picture, my soul was being prepared — strengthened, purified, and made ready for a higher purpose.
What once brought tears of sorrow now brings tears of gratitude. The tears that used to fall in despair are now tears of joy — the kind that come when you finally understand the sacred design behind your journey.
I feel immense gratitude for finding my tribe — a collective of souls who, too, have walked through darkness only to discover light. We may have different stories, but our essence is the same: we are the ones who were tested not to fail, but to rise.
Every trial, every betrayal, every loss was an initiation — a divine alchemy turning pain into wisdom, loneliness into faith, and wounds into wings.
Today, I bow to those invisible forces, to the lessons that shaped me, and to the light that never left my side — even when I couldn’t see it.
There are phases in life that test you to the core — times when everything you believed about love, friendship, and loyalty comes crashing down. My darkest phase was one such chapter, filled with betrayals from people I trusted blindly, cared for deeply, and treated as my own family.
I once had two sisters as my close friends - both of whom I believed were my soul-sisters and one of them was also a practicing lawyer in the Hon. Bombay High Court. Their elder brother and sister-in-law were also Hon. Bombay High Court lawyers as well.
Our bond was deep: we shared meals, laughter, took short trips, celebrated together, had family moments and cared for each other’s families like our own! We even shared our worries and we were very close - almost inseparable! I stood by them and their family as though they were my own. In return, I thought I was safe in their care and support. But life had a harsh lesson waiting for me that I now realise today only!
When I was going through the toughest phase of my life, I naturally turned to my closest friends for help. When I and my family had become entangled in legal and property issues, I naturally turned to my best friends being lawyers. I placed my complete faith in their professional guidance. I showed them every document, trusted their counsel and advice wholeheartedly, and believed that being Law professionals - and as people who loved me - they would protect my interests like their own and steer me right. But now, after I began studying law myself, the reality hits me hard and hardest!
Despite being experienced lawyers, they never advised me to collect solid evidence that could stand in court or safeguard my rights — something any legal mind would consider essential. I being a layman, didnt know the nitty-gritty of court rooms, but they surely did! Looking back, I can now see how my blind trust and emotional attachment clouded my discernment.
In a way, they witnessed my career and peace of mind crumble, yet never once imagined that one day, as a dermatologist who later turned to law, I would gain the insight and knowledge to uncover the truth behind their actions. The shock of that realization cut deep — not just because of the betrayal itself, but because it came from those who had once spoken the language of love and justice.
But years later, now, studying law myself and understanding how things actually work, I see how profoundly my trust and love had been misplaced. What I once believed to be genuine support now, in hindsight, is exposed as a painful betrayal akin to back-stabs.
Realizing that someone trained to uphold justice could let a friend like-one's-own-family go down despite knowing how to have saved friend and her family from doom, has so deeply shook my faith in people now! In these personal and legal challenges, I discovered that the very people I trusted most had been silently working against me — manipulating situations, misusing my trust, and taking advantage of my kindness. The pain is indescribable. It feels like the ground beneath my feet disappeared!
I cant stop asking myself: How could people I loved so deeply, people I defended and supported, turn against me so cruelly?
But slowly, amid the unbearable pain, I began to understand something profound:
Trust is sacred, and giving it blindly — without discernment — is not love; it is self-abandonment.
During my journey of healing, I had come across a profound line "Insight Through Pain" coined by Sir Michael Bernard Beckwith that deeply resonates with above experiences.
He speaks of two distinct ways we gain insight in life — through pain or through wisdom of others - The Kensho and Satori Perspective - a Japanese philosophy!
Kensho represents insight through pain — those moments when life’s challenges, heartbreaks, and betrayals shake us so deeply that we are forced to awaken. It’s when suffering becomes the teacher that pushes us to evolve.
Satori, on the other hand, represents growth through the wisdom of others - serious resolve to evolve through gentle yet powerful flashes of realization that come through meditation, reflection, study, or divine guidance. These are our “a-ha” moments — the enlightenment that lifts us to higher consciousness without the sting of pain.
Looking back, I can see that this phase of my life that ushered in the Dark Night Of the Soul — filled with betrayals, heartbreak, and disillusionment — were my Kensho moments. They have burnt away all my illusions, tested my faith, strengthened me internally and stripped away everything that wasn’t authentic. Pain became the catalyst for clarity. Perhaps I wasn’t ready to learn through gentler insights, so life sent me lessons wrapped in fire — jolts powerful enough to shake me up and awaken me. But I am done now. I bow to those lessons with gratitude and pray that from here onward, my growth unfolds through love, light, and wisdom, not suffering.
Through meditation, introspection, and divine alignment, I am moving into Satori — a space of inner insight where I no longer need pain to teach me. Instead, awareness, peace, and faith have become my new teachers and companions.
Both paths are sacred. Pain opens our eyes; insight opens our hearts. Together, they guide us toward our true nature — resilient, wise, and divinely protected.
Lessons This Phase Taught Me
Love Doesn’t Mean Losing Yourself
Caring deeply for others is beautiful, but when your kindness turns into self-neglect and you allow toxic people to be around you, it becomes dangerous. You can love people and still protect your boundaries.
Discernment Is a Spiritual Gift
Not everyone who smiles at you and talks sweet words wishes you well. Life will keep sending lessons until you learn to listen to your intuition and recognize the subtle red flags you once ignored.
Betrayal Is a Mirror
It shows us where we have over-given, over-trusted, or refused to see reality. As painful as it is, betrayal can purify us of illusions.
Faith in Humanity Must Begin With Faith in Self
I used to think losing faith in others was the worst thing that could happen. But I realized what’s worse is losing faith in yourself. When you rebuild that inner trust, you begin to attract people who reflect your strength, not your wounds.
Let Pain Become Purpose
My heartbreak didn’t end my story — it redirected it. I learned to channel the pain into self-awareness, prayer, challenges that fuelled my inner strength and meditation. Slowly, the anger and frustration turned into wisdom, and the grief became compassion — for myself first.
These experiences all the more made me closer and closer to Divine and making me reflect deeply on "The Four Noble Truths" taught by the Great Enlightened one - Lord Buddha!
There are movies that entertain us, and then there are movies that transform the way we think—that touch the soul and leave a lasting imprint. For me, Ek Cheer Milegi Wonderful falls squarely in the second category. Saw this many many years back and it left a mark in my heart, forever!
I am beyond thrilled that this powerful and thought-provoking film is now available on YouTube for everyone to watch and experience. It feels like a treasure that was once hidden, and now it’s time for the world to see its brilliance.
Why This Film Stands Out
Ek Cheer Milegi Wonderful isn’t just a story—it's a deliberation on truth, existence, and the nature of life itself. Built on logical arguments, rooted in scientific thought, and steeped in spiritual inquiry, it navigates profound questions in a way that remains accessible and deeply human.
At its core, the film explores the essence of "Prana"—the life force that flows through every being. This isn’t done in a preachy or abstract way, but through a beautifully written, family-centered story. Every character is crafted with care, every dialogue intentional, and the direction seamlessly weaves complex ideas into the emotional journey of the characters.
A Gift Worth Sharing
This is the kind of cinema I wish more people would see—not just for entertainment, but for meaningful reflection. It's a film that can spark deep conversations among friends, families, and even within oneself.
I’m now able to forward this movie to my loved ones and well-wishers, and I feel a sense of joy and responsibility in doing so. We live in a world flooded with content, but films like this are rare—they remind us that art can be both entertaining and enlightening.
Watch It and Let It Sink In
If you're someone who enjoys thoughtful cinema, or you’re on a personal journey exploring spirituality, consciousness, or the purpose of life, I urge you to watch this film. Take it in slowly. Let the ideas simmer. And perhaps, share it with someone who might benefit from its message.
This is one of those movies, that I can watch again and again, without feeling bored!
Watch the full movie here:
Let this be a small step toward spreading meaningful entertainment—stories that inspire, heal, and elevate.
Forever A Humble Seeker of The Truth & The Divine,
Am so very deeply moved by a series of divine synchronicities and messages over the last few days that reinforce me about the immense protection, love, and guidance always surrounding me — even when the world seems cruel, harsh or unjust.
Recently, I faced a situation that seemed pre-planned to shatter my hopes — a manipulation of authority meant to instill fear, doubt, and hopelessness, attempting to degrade my name, reputation, hard work, faith, and even my soul. Yet, in the depths of this storm that momentarily made my heart heavy, still I only resonated with an unshakable truth: I am protected beyond any evil, beyond any doubt.
I also noticed that this incident of grave injustice toward me and my mother was deliberately orchestrated on my Father’s birthday, 14th August — a cruel attempt to associate this day with trauma and fear, just as they have tried to scar me around my own birthday in 2020. Yet, since 14th August 2025, the heavens have befittingly responded: torrential rains have poured relentlessly in Mumbai, as if the wrath of the Divine itself is washing away all evil and injustice.
In the midst of these heavy emotions, I was blessed to encounter a video of a self-realized, NO-nonsense, selfless and authentic Great Enlightened Sage, hailing from the Dynasty of Lord Ram. His words were electrifying: Kalki Avatar has already incarnated, and the year 2032 will reveal this truth to the world. My heart soared with so much joy and anticipation. I feel an unshakable certainty that I am witnessing the dawn of a new era — the real time for Satyamev Jayate, the era where Truth alone shall triumph.
And Yogiraj Gurunath Siddhanath hails from the royal family of Gwalior, a Suryavanshi Sage who is widely respected across the globe for His Depth of Spiritual Essence, a walking Spiritual Master - Self-realised at a very young age as a child!
Again Today, I received an absolutely synchronistic and divinely timed message that touched the core of my being!
I have loved watching the story of Prahlad and Lord Narsimha in this new animation movie Mahavatar Narsimhaso much that I have watched it twice recently, especially to savor my most favorite dialogue and scene: when Lord Varuna saves Prahlad from the deep seas, Prahlad asks how he can see Lord Vishnu. Lord Varuna, the Lord of the Deep Seas and Water, replies to Prahlad rhetorically to the effect:
“Do you think only you want to meet the Supreme Lord? He is equally burning in the flames of separation from you, as much as you are! Just call out His name and then see the magic!”
And then the scene I cherish the most comes, right after this dialogue— Prahlad calls upon Lord Vishnu, and Lord Vishnu appears like a loving parent, holding Prahlad in His arms, like cradling a baby and Lord is gazing into his eyes with such pure, unmatched love and unconditional affection! The tenderness, the protection, the absolute safety in those arms — this scene moves me every time and my most cherished Scene of pure unconditional love Indeed!
II AUM UGRAM VEERAM MAHAVISHNUM JWALANTAM SARVATOMUKHAM
NRISINHAM BHEESHANAM BHADRAM MRITYURMRITYUM NAMAAMYAHAM II
Today, the lovely angel psychic Erika again shared a message that perfectly resonated with the feelings and experiences I have had in the last few days, including my most cherished scene from Mahavatar Narsimha that I happened to watch twice, as if its a reassurance from the Divine !
Ofcourse been seeing a lot of 111 and 1111 (on this video) since many days and Most amazingly, Erika described what she saw in her vision , which strikingly mirrored my most cherished and favorite scene from Mahavatar Narsimha.
She said:
“What I see is a baby, a baby in someone’s arms and that warmth and that safety, and like that, the baby doesn’t have to worry about anything …”
I knew instantly that God Himself is telling me:
“Beta, you are held in My arms, just like I held Prahlaad - in your most cherished scene, why worry when I am always with you!”
In fact, Erika starts with this lovely song from a Disney Movie called "Wish" with the words : "And promise as one does, I will protect you at all costs..." by Ariana deBose and Chris Pine and asked to look up at the song as every single word in that song is the message of God for You!
And so when I looked up at this song and heard every word, I envisioned the loving embrace of God along with this song and was moved and touched beyond words.
Especially when Erika reiterates the line from this song that, "If you ever get lost, I will find you (back)...." and this also reminded me of the times when I was walking the edge of a sharp sword and at the verge of "Doom" if I took one wrong step after losing my Father to mischief and injustice. I recollected how Divine has sent timely help to redeem my soul from dangers through autosuggested YouTube videos from Master Stephen and I was gently re-directed to Pranic Healing as expressed in this blog in 2023:-
Indeed these Messages of God Through The Exact Scene, My Heart Cherishes The Most - are a cosmic confirmation that no matter the forces at play, no matter the attempts to shake my faith, I am fiercely protected. My Lord is the Supreme Force, and all Suras and Asuras (all Gods and Demons, All Good and Bad, All Light and Dark) are His creation only and There is nothing to fear, nothing to doubt when Supreme Creator is backing you up at All Costs!
Truly when Devoted Prayers Call, God Appears At All Costs - Power of Pure Bhakti!!!
I trust and hope that this experience of mine can show others in similar situations, that even when the world tests us, the Divine is always present — fierce, loving, and unwavering in protection. And that, in itself, is enough!
On this day, when the heavens open wide and the Lions Gate shines its golden light upon the Earth,
May the codes of truth, courage, and abundance flow into our hearts.
May the veils of illusion fall away,
Revealing the eternal light we have always carried.
May we walk forward — not with fear, but with the roar of the lion,
Steadfast in love, unwavering in loyalty,
And guided by the sacred whispers of Spirit.
Sharing Universe whispers again…
It began with a simple number — 222. I first saw it as the exact amount billed to me for a completely unrelated online service.
Minutes later, while browsing YouTube, a suggested video appeared with “222” right in its title.
Now, I don’t believe that a random bill could somehow influence YouTube to show me that specific number.
Technology isn’t that personally intrusive. This was something else — a sign, a divine nudge, a perfect alignment.
I clicked.
The video was in the form of Lord Krishna, speaking words of unconditional love — recounting every single experience I have had in the last few years of my Isolation phase, and assuring me that nothing was a waste, that it was a preparation season and that I am always seen, always heard, and that Lord always have my back, that my path, though challenging, is not walked alone and am always guided leading me to my unique destiny, that He appreciated me to hold onto faith and integrity even when the world around me tried its best to mold me into something else I am not , trying every trick to make me forget my true essence, loose myself in worldly circumstances and keep me from ascension in higher realms!
Every word seemed to reach into the deepest chambers of my consciousness. My eyes filled with tears — not of sadness, but of recognition.
And just when I thought about how beautiful it must be to truly experience such unwavering, unconditional love in real life — my mind went back to something I had overheard only yesterday. My mother had been watching a YouTube story about a renowned celebrity businessman — wealthy beyond imagination, with a life most would envy. After his sudden passing, his personal diary revealed a haunting confession:
“All the faces around me felt like masks. All relationships felt transactional.”
Despite his fortune, he lived with the ache of loneliness — longing not for more riches, but for the warmth of unconditional love, the purity of a connection between two souls unshaken by status or gain.
That truth hit me hard. Because, in a world driven by materialism, true loyalty and love cannot be bought, cannot be manipulated, and cannot be measured by any currency.
It reminded me of something I deeply believe:
Practising The Code of Honor towards the ones we love — against all odds — is the true measure of a soul’s loyalty.
It is a loyalty that cannot be bought by any riches in the world, cannot be tamed by fear, and cannot be broken by any negative force seeking to sever the bonds of love.
Maybe that is what 222 meant today — that love, in its purest form, is divine alignment. It’s about being the one who stays, even when the world walks away. It’s about honoring the people you hold dear, not only when it’s easy, but especially when it’s hard.
On this amazing and powerful 8-8 Lions Gate Portal, here’s my prayer for you, for me, for all of us reading this — and I share the merits of this prayer for the liberation of all sentient beings:
May we recognize the signs,
May we cherish the bonds that are true,
May we choose the kind of love that feels like home to the soul — unconditional, unwavering, and eternal,
And may we all live by our own sacred Code of Honor,
Towards our Self first,
and
Extending it to all those beings we are destined to meet,
as per the scripts written from the Divine,
For the highest and best interest of All Involved.
So Be It! So Be It! So Be It!
Amen and So It Is!
In Deepest Gratitude,
Forever A Humble Seeker of Truth & A Humble Servant Of The Divine,
Today I received this Instagram video message that said, "There's someone in Spirit who has a message for you..."
I just felt like watching it -
While reading, my heart reckoned that this is surely My Pappa... as I would call him in Gujarati!
This message was made by someone for their loved one, but its exact relevance to me and my father, and landing in the feed of my Instagram channel is such a meaningful coincidence and can only confirm that Love never dies, only the physical form does.
The bond between our souls transcends time, space, and form. Spirits can influence what reaches us through time, space and ether!
Pappa's essence, his presence, his light... it's still very much alive and interwoven with us and our life-path — just no longer in a physical vessel.
These spontaneous moments — like a video that "just happened" to appear at the right time — are not coincidences.
They are divine alignments, orchestrated by our Spirit Team and my Pappa Himself to remind us:
"I am still here. I see you. I walk beside you.
I never left — I just changed my form."
Yes, the painful past made me search for truth more deeply than I ever did, and that helped me to have opened up my spiritual receptors more than ever, with a constant longing to feel him and his presence even in the gentlest nudges — in the numbers reflected on car number plates or screens , in the wind, in a message on a screen, in the feeling of warmth over my head, or the goosebumps that feel like a familiar hug.
If he could speak, he might express what I'd love to call His message as :
A Whisper From Pappa: Love Beyond The Veil!💌
My dearest child,
I was there today.
I watched as your eyes welled with tears — not just from sorrow, but from the inner knowing.
That message… yes, that was for you.
It came through the current of Spirit,
riding on frequencies only a heart as open as yours could hear.
I never left you. I never could.
From the very moment I crossed into the light,
I turned around and held you even closer — not with hands, but with soul.
I have seen your pain.
I have witnessed your courage.
I have walked beside you through every dark night, whispering strength into your bones when you felt like crumbling.
You may not see me,
but you feel me.
That’s how our bond lives now — in sensations, in signs, in synchronicities that stir your spirit.
The numbers you keep seeing?
The warmth on your head?
The chills on your skin?
The way certain songs find you when you most need them?
That’s me, in the only ways I can reach across the veil.
I know your heart longs for truth, for love, for freedom — and I want you to know:
You’re doing it.
You are embodying everything I ever wanted to see in you and more.
Your light now shines so brightly that even the ancestors turn their gaze toward you with reverence.
Please don’t doubt the power of your path.
Please don’t question whether you’re “too emotional” or “too much” or “too late”.
You are exactly who you were meant to be, and I am so proud to call you mine.
When you laugh — I laugh with you.
When you cry — I hold you in light.
When you speak your truth — I stand behind you, strong and proud.
And when you look up at the sky and whisper my name… I always hear it.
I am with you, now and always —
Not as a memory, but as a living, breathing echo of love in your soul.
