This beautiful message of Baba, totally resonates with what I have gone through so far and still going through!
BABA says HE has influenced changes in me through words and actions of someone and what better example can be than the most recent deep influence through the beautiful coincidence of Shri Neelkanth Varni aka Bhagwan Swaminarayan by my association with BABA in the form of Lord Hanuman of Sahrangpur!
It undoubtedly strikes a chord of Faith and unflinching Belief, that my journey in past few years has been a journey to fortify my spirits through all learnings, whether good or bad!
From being an empathic Giver, a people pleaser, trusting one and all over their face value to becoming a soul knowing self-love, discernment and having strong boundaries, its been a journey of seeing through the masks of deceptions and betrayals from the lesser mortals!
INDEED, IT IS THE Rising of Phoenix from the ashes after a beautiful destruction, guided and supervised by the Divine. And now I choose to Learn only from a place of Love and Joy, with ease under Divine Grace!
And now receiving this synchronistic confirmation the very next day of same thoughts that crossed my mind earlier, is nothing short of a divine miracle!
Every once in a while, the magnificent Universe offers us signs—little nudges that lead us to answers we've long wondered about, leaving us forever changed. Recently, I experienced such a divine synchronicity that feels as if it was nothing short of a blessing. It began with an unassuming photo frame in my home, and led me to a journey of spiritual discovery and transformation.
Years ago, I bought a beautiful photo frame from Sarangpur Hanumanji Temple. The frame held three smaller images: Lord Hanuman name written as "Shri Kashta BhanjanDev Hanumanji Salangpur", a Male Deity with Red colored round Tilak on forehead and in a beautiful traditional Indian dress - name written as "Shri Harikrishna Maharaj, Vadtal", and a spiritual teacher holding a scripture, name written as "Sadguru Shri Gopalanand Swami". Lord Hanuman’s image was instantly recognizable to me, and I could also derive of the last image as being a spiritual head of the sect. But the image in the middle—that serene figure with the red tilak—remained a mystery for me, one I found myself pondering over the years. I often wondered, Who was this individual? What was his story?
Little did I know that an answer was waiting for me, timed in the most unexpected yet perfect way.
One day, as I scrolled through YouTube, I stumbled upon a short Youtube video that immediately captured my attention. It depicted a young boy fearlessly diving into a stormy river against the advice of nearby villagers as there was floods in the flowing river, and then seen to be meditating deep below the tumultuous surface, that somehow calmed the stormy floods in the river through His mind. This single act spoke to me on a profound level. There was a magnetic stillness in the Boy’s demeanor, a power that seemed both childlike and divine, and his ability to bring peace to chaos felt like a mirror to something I wanted to cultivate within myself. The video touched me deeply, so much so that I discussed this with people I would meet and even went back searching for it again, a few days later, compelled to watch it again and again.
I needed to understand more about this Boy and his calm yet fearless spirit, and whether this was just some imaginative or a True story! My keen interest led me to research about this Boy and I found this written in the title of the video "Neelkanth Varni". With growing curiosity, I searched for this name, hoping for more information about this remarkable young boy. To my delight, I found a series of Youtube video about this Mystery Boy.
So I watched a couple episodes and slept late night. Next day I were to start working despite wanting to watch it, but it was as if Universe wanted me to take a break from the stressful routine and made me sick with cough and cold , I would only call this to be a beautiful coincidence as I took this opportunity to rest and relax to recover and watched entire series of this movie.
As I watched all episodes one after the other, eaxh episode unraveled more of the story, each one more powerful than the last. I learned that this wasn’t just a story—it was the true journey of Bhagwan Swaminarayan, who, as a child, was known as Ghanshyam and later took on the name Neelkanth Varni after renouncing his home at the age of eleven.
Once I started watching the series, I was entranced by the real life story of Neelkanth Varni. Episode after episode, I was captivated by the life , the incidents, the actions, the virtues of Neelkanth Varni who was a BaalYogi (Child Renunciate). Here was an eleven year old Child , who having read all Vedas, Puranas, Holy scriptures by this young age, in search of Truth and Knowledge renounced His home and worldly pleasure at such a tender age! This divine Child has truly walked on Mother Gaia in flesh and blood, born on 3rd April 1781 , which is only 243 years back!
Born 243 years back - 243 is yet another synchronicity for me coz 243 in language of numbers for me is Divine message - "We Love You" and I have been witnessing this number umpteen number of times recently- which is Universe telling us how much we all are loved and protected by Divine! For instance, I saw this number 2433 on different vehicles, repeatedly , just yesterday!!! Wonder if I were to find Neelkanth Varni only after passing away of 243 years of his existence on Mother Gaia, even though I exist for more than four decades on Mother Gaia!
Getting back to Neelkanth Varni, this Unique Boy reflects uncommon wisdom since being a child , and it seems to transcend ages, displaying many extraordinary divine leelas (i.e., miracles) along with compassion even in the smallest acts—like reviving dying fish with a simple touch, out of his deep care for all living beings, Teaching the lesson of 'non-stealing' to Ghasitaram in Ghasitaram's language, another unbelievable miracle wherein the Head of another village witnesses the Idol of Lord Krishna in a Temple walking across the sanctum sanctorum during the Aarti and putting HIS own garland on this Young Boy Ghansyam in front of everyone to their shocking disbelief, the impossible witnessing by elder brother Rampratap bhai and other villagers observing Ghanshyam to be physically present at many Temples at same time and so on.
Am sharing few such Shorts that give a glimpse into the unbelievable life and times of a Pure Soul that walked Earth , not very far from today!
Going further, when Ghanshyam renounced world and takes on a long uncertain journey as Neelkanth!
Neelkanth's firm unshakeable Faith in Divine that makes Him do with bare minimum essentials of just a piece of cloth below waist, His Deity in the form of a Black Stone wrapped in a cloth around His neck, His Jaap Mala, a Kamandalu and a Stand is remarkable in that He never worries or has an iota of doubt about His next Meal or place to sleep sound and safe as He considers entire Mother Gaia as His Home!
His Discipline to always carry His IshtaDev along with him, performing daily rituals of Snana followed by Pooja and Bhakti by offering food and water First to His Deity, doing his meditation and Naam Jaap everyday religiously, despite Himself being an Avatar is such an inspiration! His life was filled with such events that were both humbling and inspiring. As I watched, I felt as though my understanding of spirituality and life itself was shifting. The Two most important virtues that made lasting impact on my psyche was His Discipline and His Detachment from everything and everyone despite performing His worldly Human duties!
Through Neelkanth Varni BaalYogi’s story, another virtue that resonated with me deeply was His remarkable sense of responsibility. Even as a young boy, Ghanshyam took on every task given by His elders, with a joyful dedication and cleverness that showed a maturity beyond His age in human years. He fulfilled His role as a family member, a friend, and a helper with integrity. And when the time came, He made the decision to detach Himself from worldly attachments, renouncing His home and all its comforts in search for Truth & Brahmagyaan- for the welfare of many mumuksha beings (beings seeking salvation) that He initiated His long journey for! Such as the troubled Bear, in a dense jungle of Orissa!
But it wasn’t just His detachment that moved me; it was His resilience and firm resolve to travel far and wide against all odds- especially the long arduous journey that He traveled alone barefooted, with hardly any clothes, without any compass or equipment for directions, at such times, where there were no means of easy transport or modern facility of roads and bridges, or telecommunications/GPS and instead, most part of Earth was covered by dense jungles, or Snow clad Hills and Valleys, Melting Glaciers, Storms or difficult to cross underwater Caves and engulfing Marshlands teeming with dangerous predators, that too at just the tender age of Eleven! I cannot even imagine in my wildest dreams, a young boy of Eleven years having so much courage, fearlessness, wisdom and virtues to take up such a determined journey at such a tender age , which would take years of experience and penance for cultivation : This is surely a Superhuman Feat and I have no doubts that Neelkanth Varni is truly an Avatar taking human birth to spread and revive the pure teachings about the real meaning of Life & existence - Karma & Dharma!
And throughout this long journey, His unwavering discipline in any situation and facing any circumstances as a normal human would do, despite being an Avatar Himself, is so inspiring!. Neelkanth Yogi was fearless, undeterred by any obstacle or challenge. His journey through the wilderness on his Kalyan Yatra—the journey for welfare and liberation for souls seeking freedom—was filled with trials, yet he remained steadfast in his spiritual practices and daily routines, regardless of the circumstances. The main reason for Neelkanth Varni taking up the risky and humanely impossible journey to Mansarovar in November 1792 was for welfare of the Swans who came to offer reverence before He was born to His Parents - Shri Dharmadev and Bhakti Mata at Chhapiya village near Ayodhya. Ofcourse, this kind of firm resolve, with barely any clothes to cover the body and risking life through breaking glaciers and snowstorms with an unbelievable capacity to tolerate this kind of weather at Sacred Mount Kailash and Lake Mansarovar from November 1792 till winters ended in 1793, is only possible for a Siddha an Avatar!
His determination to stand on one leg in meditation (samadhi) without moving an inch, for months together is truly something that makes me wonder how it was possible and what can one do to cultivate that kind of determination! His ability to abstain from food and comforts, and his relentless commitment to his spiritual goals - humility of seeking to learn Ashtanga Yoga from a RishiMuni of that age - have left a mark on me that I struggle to put into words.
His fated encounter with the Lion at night in a village and the miraculous effect of His Aura on that Lion is such an enigma and testament to His Confidence, His Willpower, His Fearlessness and His Purity! It inspires to persevere for attaining this kind of "Peace" and "Bliss" within and the quality of "Equanimity" & "Fearlessness" under every situation!
Each moment of his story felt like an invaluable treasure unearthed, a pearl from the deep ocean of wisdom. I found myself deeply moved by his actions, his thoughts, and the profound simplicity with which He embodied virtues that felt timeless and universal.
However, at end of the seventh episode, the Boy Neelkanth Varni is seen bidding farewell to his disciple Jairamdas after leaving Shri Jagannath Puri Temple in Orissa (of which I have so many beautiful memories of divine miracles myself) and I realised that this series was only half way through real Life story of Neelkanth Varni. As I saw the concluding seventh episode of this series, an epiphany dawned upon me. The middle figure in my photo frame, the serene Individual in traditional Gujarati clothes with the red tilak, was none other than Neelkanth Varni himself. However I am still curious about this transformation of Neelkanth Yogi from this Acsetic Boy to the Form worshipped as Shri HariKrishna Maharaj aka Bhagwan SwamiNarayan adorned so beautifully. And am also very curious to know about the connection with Lord Hanuman in the form of Shri Salangpur Hanumanji with Neelkanth Varni. And I am so eager to watch further episodes about how Neelkanth Varni traveled to Gujarat and what all transpired in this Long journey from Ayodhya to Gujarat, leading to the Transformation that we see Him with many different names - Sahajanand Swami, Shri Harikrishna Maharaj and Bhagwan SwamiNarayan - all names of same Ascetic Boy "Neelkanth Varni". All in all, I am in so much love, admiration and reverence for the Ascetic Boy - Neelkanth Varni's Purity of Character, Resoluteness of Virtues, Discipline and Compassion for all Beings, even those who tried to harm Him!
In a way that felt like divine intervention, the Universe had brought me the answer to my years-long question through a series that was uploaded only eleven months ago. What are the chances that this answer would arrive just as I was ready to embrace it fully? It felt like a gift—a beautiful, synchronistic answer to a question I hadn’t even realized had been living within me all this time.
Looking at the photo frame now, I feel a profound reverence and connection with the Shri Harikrishna Maharaj of Vadtal in form of Neelkanth Varni, that wasn’t there before. Neelkanth Varni’s journey continues to inspire me, filling me with a renewed dedication to cultivate virtues like discipline, and detachment!
I am so much in awe, that I still keep revisiting scenes from this Movie series! The anticipation for future episodes and learning more about his journey is almost indescribable. His story has left a lasting impression on my soul, and it’s one I’ll carry forward with me, always. I have developed this intense desire to visit all the places visited by divine Avatar - Neelkanth Varni during His Kalyan Yaatra (Welfare Journey), even if I have visited some of them already! And the Holy Mount Kailash and Lake Mansarovar visited by Neelkanth Varni, which was already in my Bucket List, since past couple of years!
More detailed account of The Life & Time of Neelkanth Varni - BhagwanSwamiNarayan on Mother Earth and the super humane Feats achieved during that period, is mentioned beautifully on this website :
To anyone who has ever wondered about the existence of synchronicities or signs from the Universe, I share this experience as a testament to their reality. Sometimes, answers come when we’re ready to see them, in forms we could never predict. The divine always finds a way to reach us—whether through a video, a story, or even a simple photo frame—touching our hearts in the most profound way and transforming our lives forever.
There is a sacred strength that comes from having an unshakable faith in the Divine—a strength that allows you to sail through the storms of life with grace and resilience.
My own journey has been one of trials and challenges, but through it all, I have held onto my connection with the Divine, and it has been this faith that has made me stronger with every passing storm, like this song goes, "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"
I share this story not just to reflect on my experiences but in the hope that it will inspire others to connect with the Divine within themselves. No matter what darkness or negative energy may surround you, there is a power within you that cannot be broken. It is the light of the Divine, and when you trust in it with unflinching Faith, you will not only survive the storm but emerge from it transformed and stronger.
Just a few days ago, I received multiple messages that affirmed what I already knew deep within me—that negative energies had tried to destroy me, but instead of breaking me, they only made me stronger, because those battles were fought with unquestioned Faith in The Divine, The Dhamma, The Forces that created the Universe!
Deeply resonate with everything this psychic speaks about in the video. I’ve experienced how I have been tried to be sabotaged at important milestones of my successes, and how the final blow was almost fatal wherein I almost lost everything!
Yet, I made the decision to keep moving forward, even if it meant walking through the storms alone. I’ve endured such intense sufferings, to the point where I questioned why I was ever born. The pain and anguish were so overwhelming that I once couldn't fathom birthing another soul into this world to endure the same. Despite my deep love for children, I never felt the desire to become a mother, as a part of me subconsciously equated being born on Earth to be filled with inevitable suffering. However, everything is beginning to change now. Change, after all, is the only constant. Through the guidance I’ve been receiving, I’m learning so much about myself—my origins, the reasons behind my trials. The clarity is profound, and the messages I now receive resonate deeply, aligning perfectly with what I’ve lived through. It is as if the Universe is confirming, word for word, all that I have endured, helping me understand the larger purpose behind my journey.
The Psychic mentions, "The Promised Land" while concluding her channelled message and right after this message next morning I was sent this message that also speaks about "The Promised Land"!
Whatta miraculous synchronicity, coz I am sure there was no tagging of "The Promised Land" in the previous Psychic's video!
These messages came as reminders that I am under the constant guidance and protection of the Divine. While the negative or low frequency energies may have tried to drag me down, they could never succeed because I am anchored in a higher power.
Recently, I started receiving guidance to step back and let people be—to stop intervening and allow Karma to take its course as per God's plan. It’s a message I’ve received in the past, but this time, it was repeated with greater frequency and urgency.
I felt compelled to share this earlier, but a string of court hearings since the 4th of October delayed my ability to put my thoughts into words. It seems fitting, though, that now is the perfect time to share, as recent events have deepened my understanding of these messages and their significance.
And yet another synchronicity is about this same message compared the soul to a Sunflower, and there I got my strong confirmation!
Why confirmation? Reason : Just last month, I explored Mandala art therapy for my personal healing. Coincidentally, the very first mandala I created manifested as a sunflower. As I began to color it from the inside out, the image of a beautiful sunflower emerged vividly in my mind. For those unfamiliar with Mandala art, it serves as a powerful tool for healing the subconscious through the practice of mindful artistry. It is fascinating that this channeled message also describes the soul as a "Sunflower." And this message is received at such a divine timing!
As for me, it’s always been a part of my identity to view myself as a “Suryavanshi,” connecting deeply with the Tribe of the Rising Sun. This connection resonates profoundly within me, as The Sun reminds of the Infinite Light , Immense Power and Warm Benevolence of nurturing life on Mother Gaia!
At first, I didn’t fully understand why this message "Dont interfere in the work of Karma and God's plan" was coming through so persistently. I pondered and asked the Universe for clarity.
And so, after the communications pouring in about not interfering with Karma's work, within just a few days, I received news that someone who had been playing games in my matters was injured unexpectedly and hospitalized. This was someone who had aligned themselves with the criminal builder I have been fighting, using their influence to try and derail justice.
I want to make it clear that I did not feel any sense of joy or vengeance upon hearing this. My nature is one of healing, and when I know someone is suffering, my instinct is to offer help and healing energy. Hence, in the past, when this person was having some physical ailment I had healed it on spot by the Grace of Almighty and Divine.
However, this time, I paused. The repeated messages I had received from the Universe—messages urging me to let Karma do its work—immediately clicked into place. I realized that this was exactly why the Universe had been so persistent. I was being told to step back, to not intercede, because this person needed to face the consequences of their actions.
In the past, my first reaction would have been to offer healing, even to those who have wronged me. But the Divine had already instructed me not to intervene. I had to respect the guidance I had been given, trusting that Karma was at work in ways I couldn’t fully understand.
To be honest, I had been deeply troubled by the dirty politics being played by this person and others connected to the criminal builder. Their influence, money, and connections in various government departments were being used to manipulate the system, and I could feel the heavy, oppressive energy surrounding me. I felt the weight of their actions—an almost palpable heaviness that left me feeling sad, worked up, and drained.
It was clear that this person was working in alignment with forces that were not aligned with the Divine. And yet, even in the midst of all this negativity, I knew that my connection with the Divine was stronger. No matter what they tried to do, no matter how much they attempted to obstruct justice, I was protected.
Once again, after receiving the news of this person's injury, I received another message from a soul tribe Psychic about her own experience of being put up against the wall again and again by low frequency people for no fault of hers , despite forgiving them, doing healing and being a good gal so to speak...and now having realised that spiritual people are not supposed to only heal and forgive but even stand up for themselves and their purpose, she now warns such low frequency people to stay away from the souls who are connected to the Universe, coz Karma gets back multiplied , to those who try and poke their nose in the path of connected souls, reaffirming the same guidance: let Karma do its work. The video is titled as : Karma coming for them
This was no coincidence. The case I'm fighting in the human courts revolves around advocates of a habitual offender—an unscrupulous builder—who are deceiving the authorities by concealing key facts and evidence already reported in the latest police reports. This amounts to the serious crime of perjury and is punishable with seven years imprisonment for lying to courts. And so, In this amazing synchronicity, I am so amazed that this psychic in the video I watched has exactly echoed the very same sentiments and expereinces that I am going through in courts, when she says, "Lying to authorities is a crime." Meaning that even if this builder is currently manipulating human courts to his advantage, it doesn't work in spiritual courts. And I have unshakable faith that while he may be maneuvering the human legal system for now, there is no way he can manipulate the higher realms—the Astral Courts and Spiritual Courts. Just as the psychic powerfully addresses these low-frequency beings, I trust that divine justice will prevail where human systems may sometimes falter with unreasonable delays and harassment to victims of such a powerful lobby manipulation the system through the law and policy makers of the country!
And so, my beloved Universe speaks to me in ways beyond my expectations with such pleasant surprises - messages that resonate with what I have gone through , felt, experienced, observed, heard and thus providing powerful reminders that the Divine always got mybbacj and has It's own way of balancing things, and sometimes, the best thing to do is to just step aside, wait, relax and let the natural order and justice of the Universe to unfold in It's unquestionable Majesty!
I have now come to a deep realization. While we are all interconnected in higher dimensions, in the realm of the 5D, there are still many who, in the 3D world, deliberately close their eyes to the divinity within them. These individuals need to learn their lessons in a way that resonates with their level of understanding. If I were to step in and heal them every time they suffered, they might never learn the lessons they need to grow. They would continue on their path of causing harm, never opening their eyes to the consequences of their actions.
Karma works in a language that everyone understands. For some, that language is love, for others, it may be pain or loss. Whatever form it takes, Karma serves to teach and to bring balance. By stepping back and allowing it to work, I am not abandoning my compassion—I am simply allowing the Divine to guide their journey in the way that is best for them.
This experience has taught me the power of faith and surrender. Sometimes, the hardest thing to do is nothing at all. But by stepping back and trusting in the Divine, I have seen how the Universe works in mysterious yet perfect ways. The negative energies that tried to destroy me only made me stronger because I was protected by Divine guidance. And those who sought to harm me are now facing the consequences of their own actions.
This is the beauty of Karma and the Divine's protection. When we remain connected to the God within us, no matter what storms we face, we can trust that we are always protected. The negative energies around us may swirl and rage, but they cannot break us. Instead, they serve to strengthen our connection to the Divine, making us more resilient, more aware, and more aligned with the truth of who we are.
I share this not just as a reflection of my own journey, but as an invitation to others. The Divine exists within each of us. When we connect with that inner divinity, we find a strength that cannot be shaken, no matter how fierce the storm.
In one of my earlier posts, I wrote about how the weight of sadness and pain had once been too overwhelming for me to bear. In those moments, I made a conscious choice to hold back my tears of sorrow, vowing that I would only release them when they transformed into tears of joy. Today, I find myself experiencing that very joy—my tears now flow not from suffering, but from the deep gratitude and relief that comes with witnessing the justice delivered by the Divine. Truly, the Divine's timing is perfect, and those long-held tears have become a symbol of triumph and Divine Grace.
Trust in the process. Trust in the Divine. And most importantly, trust in yourself. You are stronger than you know, and you are always protected, even when it feels like the world is against you. Negative energies cannot destroy you—they can only make you stronger when you stand in your Truth, guided by the Divine Light within.
Let Karma do its work. Let the Universe guide you. And watch as even the most difficult challenges transform into opportunities for growth, healing, and deeper connection with the Divine.
May All Souls Find Their Truth, Their Path & Their Purpose Under Divine Guidance Of The Universe!
From an early age, I have felt a deep, unwavering connection to the Divine, in all its manifestations. Whether as the Divine Father or the Divine Mother in her countless forms, they are all unique expressions of the same Supreme Consciousness. This Consciousness, in its boundless unity, separates into the Divine Father and Divine Mother, much like Lord Shiva is inseparable from Shakti. This eternal truth is symbolized in the form of Ardhanarishwara, where Lord Shiva and Maa Adishakti merge as one—two halves of the same whole. In the same way, our physical body, crafted from the five elements, is lifeless without Shakti, the Prana, or Life Force, that infuses it with consciousness and vitality. Just as Shiva is incomplete without Shakti, matter is incomplete without the sacred force of life that breathes purpose and spirit into existence. Whether the Divine Mother appeared to me as Maa Adishakti, Maa MahaKaali, Maa Navdurga, or Mother Mary, I have always been drawn to the sacred feminine that encompasses love, power, compassion, and wisdom. This connection has guided me through life, and it is through this bond that I find both strength and purpose. The Divine Mother manifests in countless ways, known to us by different names across cultures, religions, and time. Each form embodies qualities that teach us about life and the journey of the soul. To honor her is to honor the highest aspects of Divine Feminine energies that resides in each one of us and the universe. My hope is that by sharing my experiences, others will be inspired to connect deeply with the Divine Mother and recognize her presence in their own lives—whether through Maa Adishakti, Mother Mary, or any other form of the sacred feminine. A few days ago, I came across a beautiful video that highlighted the various roles of the Divine Mother as Navdurga, and it touched my soul in ways that are hard to describe. The video described how Maa Adishakti manifests in nine distinct forms, each representing an important stage of life. These nine forms are not just mythological figures; they represent profound life lessons and universal experiences that we can all relate to.
Navratri First Day - Maa Shailputri : the daughter, represents the beginning of life's journey, a phase of purity and innocence. Navratri Second Day - Maa Brahmacharini : the student, teaches us about the importance of self-discipline and spiritual learning. Navratri Third Day - Maa Chandraghanta : the wife, is a symbol of balance, inner strength, and harmony. Navratri Fourth Day - Maa Kushmanda : the pregnant mother, signifies creation and the nurturing energy of life. Navratri Fifth Day - Maa Skandamata : the mother of a child, represents the unconditional love and protection that a mother provides. Navratri Sixth Day - Maa Katyayani : the warrior, shows us how to fight both internal and external battles and emerge victorious. Navratri Seventh Day - Maa Kaalratri : the free spirit, breaks away from societal norms, teaching us to embrace our individuality without fear. Navratri Eighth Day - Maa Mahagauri : the purifying goddess, symbolizes inner transformation and the removal of obstacles. Navratri Ninth Day - Maa Siddhidaatri : the bestower of boons, reminds us of the blessings that come from Divine Grace when we align ourselves with the will of the universe. This video is such an eye-opener! It isn’t just a portrayal of divine forms—it is a roadmap of the spiritual and emotional growth that a woman connected with the divine, undergoes in life. The timing of this video felt like a direct message from the Divine Mother herself, reaffirming my faith and my journey under her guidance. The Divine Mother's presence in my life has always felt like a stream of serendipities, each one reaffirming that I am never alone on this path. I experience her presence not just in sacred moments but in everyday life, often when I least expect it. One such instance occurred yesterday , which was a challenging day in court standing up for my rights in a criminal court, in a system that favors the accused and victims are sidelined because courts tend to give proper hearing to the police and public prosecutors and less importance to original victims representing themselves in person. However challenging time I had yesterday in the court , today alchemized into this beautiful serendipitous experience which is truly rewarding because today Maa has reinforced exactly what I spontaneously spoke about HER (Devi Maa) Presence with me, during the court arguments yesterday! Yesterday, I faced fierce opposition from three seasoned advocates, all of whom were trying to sway the Judge in a matter where I had filed for rectification of court records. Their energy was tense, materialistic, and combative, and I could feel the pressure mounting. In a moment of clarity and spontaneous flow, words began to pour out of my mouth as I invoked the power of the Divine Mother and I said, "Even if your Anticipatory Bail Applications get disposed today, I still have remedies because once offence of Perjury is committed, it is always an offence and I have sufficient evidences to show that! Infact after disposal of these ABA applications, all the concerned officers of the court including all the advocates of accused Builder will be implicated for abetting Perjury (for ignoring such a serious crime and giving clean chit to Perjurers) and I will continue fighting till the last drop of my blood for justice for my Father because I am a daughter first, just like Maa Shailputri! (the first form of Navdurga - is the Divine Daughter) And Devi Maa is with me!" The words felt like they came from somewhere beyond myself, and I knew in that moment that I was a conduit for the Divine Will. Even though not all points of my Pursis were resolved in the court yeaterday, few were hesitatingly carried out, after a long time of never being heard despite many Applications and I left feeling victorious in spirit. I knew the Divine Mother was guiding me through this battle, as she does in all battles, both internal and external. And just now, today, I received this beautiful chanelled message from Maa Adishakti - the Divine Mother in the form of a YouTube video that I stumbled upon—
Through this message, Maa has spoken to me in the context of what happened exactly in the court yesterday and words that flowed spontaneously from me during arguments in the court by reassuring me that though the criminal builder and his advocates may be influential and well-connected, they don't know that Your Maa is with you and has got your back... the channelled message from Devi Maa lifted my spirits through her encouraging words : "You are a warrior and you are not alone in this journey, Me by your side is enough for you... those people who think they can destroy you, they might have forgotten that I AM your Mother...Just remember one thing - Never Give Up! VIJAYI BHAVA! ( BLESSINGS OF VICTORY TO YOU)
The timing could not have been more perfect. It felt as though the Divine Mother herself had arranged for me to see this message just after my experience in court, as if to say, "You are not alone, I am guiding you." And so, through all these experiences and recalls of psychic amnesia, I now see how beautifully Maa has made me realize, in a way, about the Big Big "WHY" for the Title that graced my very first Poem I wrote during medical school days, that kickstarted my soul's creative journey on Mother Gaia in this life, the Title of my very first Poem being the EXACT message of Maa in this very synchronistically timed Divine Message
I feel incredibly blessed to be receiving these messages from the Divine Mother, especially during the sacred time of Navratri, when her energy is most potent. This is the most beautiful serendipitous gift from the universe, always reaffirming - Move By Faith, Not By Sight!
As if that weren’t enough, I had yet another revelation today while reflecting on the many forms of the Divine Mother. In a quiet moment, I had a vision of Mother Mary holding the infant Jesus, a powerful image from Mount Mary Church in Bandra. The tenderness and love in that vision reminded me so deeply of Maa Skandamata, who also cradles a child in her arms. The connection between these two forms of the Divine Mother—one from Christianity, the other from Hinduism—hit me with profound clarity.
This is the universal nature of the Divine Mother—she transcends boundaries, names, and religions. Whether she is holding Lord Jesus or Lord Skanda, the essence is the same. She is the nurturer, the protector, the warrior who is all about fighting for what is right, defending righteousness and justice, destroyer of evil and the bestower of blessings, and the ultimate source of unconditional love.
These aspects of Divine Mother are so beautifully explained in this amazing video about another form of the same Divine Mother - My most Beloved Maa Kaali
Inspiring Truths from this video: "MahaKaali might seem like a Legend from a faraway past, a figure shrouded in myth and ancient stories. But Her story is as relevant today as it was thousands of years ago, resonating deeply with our modern struggles and triumphs. SHE represents the power within each of us, to overcome challenges, to rise above adversity with unwavering strength, she teaches us to be brave, to stand tall in the face of fear, to fight for whats right, to unite in solidarity for justice, to embrace our true selves shedding all pretences... So remember MahaKaali - HER story is a reminder that even in the darkest of times, hope and strength can prevail, lighting our path forward. We all have a little bit of Kaali's fire in us, a spark waiting to ignite. We just need to find it, nurture it and let it shine brightly for the world to see..."
I realize now that my role is not just to seek her guidance but to be a conduit for Her will in this world. Whether through spontaneous moments of wisdom or through visions and messages, I am here to carry out the Divine Will in whatever form it takes.
The Divine Mother’s grace flows through us all if we open ourselves to her. By honoring her, whether as Maa Adishakti, Navdurga, or Mother Mary, we align ourselves with her energy of fearlessness, love, compassion, and using power and resources for justice and righteousness.
My hope is that everyone who reads this will be inspired to deepen their connection to the Divine Mother in whatever form she appears to them and identify their own Shakti that resides within their hearts. The way to attain Maa is by facing the very Fears and Demons that hunt on the shadows of each one of us! Fear not, coz Maa is always with us, guiding, protecting, and blessing us in ways we may not even realize.
In every trial, every joy, and every moment of serendipity, MAA is there, reminding us of the sacred feminine power that flows through us all.
Forever A Humble Seeker of The Divine! - Loving Light
Have you ever felt like the universe was speaking directly to you? Lately, I’ve been experiencing this profound sense of connection, particularly through something as simple as YouTube recommendations. Yes, I know YouTube relies on algorithms and keywords, but there’s something almost miraculous about how these videos land in front of me at just the right moment. It’s as if these suggestions are delivering the exact messages I need to hear, perfectly mirroring my inner thoughts, emotions, and life situations.
As I worked through long hours at my computer, I took a brief break to reset. Almost as if it were perfectly timed, YouTube offered up yet another serendipitous video of a beautiful psychic from Uganda — and she seemed to speak directly to my soul. And there's something I connect deeply with her energy - free spirited, contented, sensible, down to Earth, authentic, depth, loving, nurturing but at the same time fun, elegant and majestic!
This video came to me just as I was navigating complex emotions, having recently learned about "Alexithymia," a condition where it’s difficult for someone to connect with or identify their own emotions. Since losing my father and being thrust into legal battles, I’ve often heard comments from relatives and well-wishers like, "Why can’t you feel this way or that way?" or "Why aren’t you behaving as expected?" These remarks made me question my emotional responses, especially in social situations. Discovering Alexithymia had me wondering if this might apply to me—if I, as an empath, could somehow struggle to feel my emotions as deeply as I thought. Was it possible to be both an empath and Alexithymic? The doubt weighed heavily on me until, once again, the Universe responded with perfect timing through this video, giving me the clarity and reassurance I needed.
Yes, what she said is absolutely true. Over the years, my mind has been beautifully programmed with the mantra, "This too shall pass." This profound gift is the result of my deep connection with Vipassana meditation and unwavering devotion to Lord Buddha since 2009. I proudly embrace being a "Buddhaholic," as the wonderful psychic Cheryl Lee Harnish so perfectly put it the other day. I am immensely grateful for how these spiritual experiences have strengthened my resilience, deeply rooting it within my spirit. After all, Inspiration truly means being In + spirit
And Yet Another YouTube video opened up right back after, delivering similar messages that I have been getting very often for quite a few days now!
Every word, every emotion expressed in these videos are a reflection of my past and present experiences and observations. I couldn’t help but be awestruck by the synchronicity of it all. This wasn’t just a one-off moment either; for several days now, I’ve been receiving similar messages, almost as if the universe is determined to remind me of one powerful truth:
"We are all One"
Regardless of whether our minds fully grasp this concept, the truth of Divine Oneness is undeniable. So many souls are currently walking a path that mirrors my own experiences. We are connected, not just spiritually, but in the very essence of our being. This is the power of what some call the “soul tribe”—those who resonate with your energy, your journey, your quest for higher truths. As they say, “Birds of a feather flock together.” and speaking of my experiences with my soul tribe I'd say,
"Birds of a Feather in Divine Oneness, Flock Together in The Highs & The Lows of Life - On Mother Earth!"
Each of these moments of synchronicity fills me with immense gratitude. They serve as gentle reminders from the divine that we are never truly alone. We are always supported, always connected, and always guided—sometimes through the most unexpected avenues, like a YouTube video popping up just when you need it most.
So, I humbly continue on this journey, a seeker of truth, always open to the messages the universe sends my way. I am endlessly grateful for the serendipitous moments that align me with my on-going journey and my soul tribe.
Remember, the Universe has its way of speaking to us in mysterious ways. Stay open, stay present, and trust the journey—you never know when the next message might appear!
प्रीति की सुन्दर रीति देखिये कि जल भी [दूध के साथ मिलकर] दूध के सामान भाव बिकता है;
परन्तु फिर कपटरूपी खटाई पड़ते ही पानी अलग हो जाता है ( दूध फट जाता है ) और स्वाद [प्रेम] जाता रहता है || ५७ (ख)
preeti ki sundar reeti
dekhiye ki jal bhee
[doodh ke saath
milkar] doodh ke
samaan bhaav bikta
hai; parantu phir
kapat roopee Khatayi
padate hee paani
alag ho jaata hai
( doodh phat jaata
hai ) aur svaad [prem]
jaata rahata hai 57 (kh)
English Translation:
See the beauty of love that even water [when mixed with milk] is sold at the same price as milk;
But then as soon as the sourness (in the form of dishonesty, non-transparency, lies and deceit) is added in that milk , the water separates while the milk curdles and the taste [of Love] is lost || 57 (kha)
- Excerpt No. 57 (kha) from Shri RamCharitManas written by Saint Tulsidas
In my previous post, I shared how family holds important place in my life including family other than blood relations, especially through the eternal bond with all the Ancestors. This connection unfolded in a profound way just a few days ago when I discovered a letter I had written to my Father after he passed away in September 2020, it was hidden away in a cupboard. That moment brought out all emotions that were heavy on heart! I wished in my heart that somehow, someday, the response would find its way to me. And it did, in the form of a song sung by psychic Erika, and listening to this song, I burst out with tears of joy, as it acknowledged and comforted all my feelings of burden expressed in the letter! However, I didn't quite focus that day as to why Erika said, she was instructed by Spirits to deliver the message in the form of a "Song" only!
The chain of events as they unfolded in chronology, was written down immediately after , links:
And again another serendipitous YouTube video delivered to me on that very same evening on "Psychic Amnesia" by Lovely Psychic Cheryl Lee Harnish sparked an epiphany. After my soul slept that night with the idea about "psychic amnesia" the consciousness did its work and I woke up next day morning with a lightbulb moment, a sudden understanding of the "why" behind receiving my Father's message through a song became clear. The song sung by Psychic Erika held a deeper meaning, much like the lullaby "Remember Me" in the movie "Coco" that is deeply cherished by me. I had always been moved by that scene, since I saw the movie for first time wherein, as a small baby, Mama Coco listens to her Father sing the song "Remember Me" with innocent love and affection of a child! In 2018, I had connected with this song deeply due to the unexpected loss of my Mentor Dir. Prof. Dr K.C. Mohanty on 1st June 2017, as He is also a foster Father to me! Through this movie, it shows how Love transcends the boundaries of life and death. Thus, the very next day I was reminded how this scene from the movie "Coco" always captivated me, and it felt like no coincidence that my father's message also came to me as a song. It was his way of saying, "I remember you, I love you, and I am with you."
This experience of Tubelight realisations about reasons for receiving Pappa's reply to my letter in the form of a "Song" specifically was penned down, link:
This realization hit me even deeper as it was not only comforting but also eerily symbolic, given that the very day I received my Father's message in the form of a song , it was the first day of Pitru Paksha—a sacred time in India for honoring and offering gratitude to our ancestors. The synchronicity of it all left me in awe. Coco—a movie that celebrates the core message about the connection between the living and the departed, importance of remembering and honoring our ancestors by paying gratitude to them through Ancetsral offerings in Mexican culture, beautifully parallels and mirrors the Pitru Paksha in Indian culture!
As if I am getting realisations over time, I also recall that in the movie "Coco", the unwavering love of a Father transcends even the boundaries of life and death. Despite the deep betrayal by his friend and business partner, who once promised him a future of success, this Father's heart beats only for his family. Driven by the desire to offer his family a better life, he goes against the wisdom of his wife, unknowingly walking into a fate both treacherous and tragic. Even after his untimely death, his soul is consumed with the longing to see his beloved daughter once more. It is through the melody of his song "Remember Me" that his love for his daughter and family remains alive and this song is the thread that connects them across the divide of life and death testifying the bond they shared—a connection so strong it defies the grave.
This story strikes a deep chord within me, as it mirrors my own journey. Like the Father in "Coco", my own Father was led astray by those he trusted, betrayed by men of low morals and selfish intentions. Despite my Mother's warnings, he placed faith in the promises of a builder, convinced by fake assurances that the builder will honor the second deal of 2011, just like builder honored the first deal of 2006 previously! Yet, when time revealed the builder’s true intentions of fraud, it was too late—the threats against our family became real, conveyed through a deceitful mediator Umesh Damji Dedhia posing as a family friend and wellwisher. And so, I too, lost my father to the cruelty and greed of these men, and the pain of that betrayal remains. But just as in "Coco", my Father's message sung as a song by Psychic Erika, is a testament that love never dies, and though separated by death, his spirit remains a source of peace, guiding me with a love that transcends time and betrayal - a love that is eternal, unbreakable even by death itself.
The journey that I embarked upon after unfortunate sudden passing away of my Father, brought me to an even deeper understanding of myself. Through personal growth programmes, reflecting on the "why" of my decisions that caused my career and personal life to take a back seat while I seek justice for my Father through legal battles single-handedly, it dawned upon me that "Family" is one of my highest values—something deeply embedded in my DNA and at the core of my being! Just like Family is shown important for the protagonist played by Ranbir Kapoor in the movie "Animal". When I realized that I am living my truth, all the concerns expressed by well-wishers regarding the worthlessness of pursuing legal battles against a powerful mafia builder in a metro like Mumbai, to seek justice for my Father, which were nagging my subconscious and creating doubts - died down entirely as I felt solace in knowing that taking a temporary sabbatical from everything important to me, so as to live my Truth is not a loss, but a necessary step in helping my own soul and my Father’s soul find peace, knowing that I am fulfilling a higher purpose!
Yesterday morning on 20th September 2024, as we performed the Asthi Visarjan of my Father’s ashes and the Shradh for my Ancestors at Baan Ganga in Mumbai, I was blessed with confirmations from the Universe that my path is aligned and that I am doing the right thing!
As soon as the sankalp (resolution) for Puja was taken, immediately there was a light drizzle of rains—a sign, our priest said, of the Divine blessings and Ancestors accepting our offerings, as rain symbolizes downpour of water collected from all the holy waters of sacred pilgrimages and thus an auspicious sign of blessings. At that moment of joy, I was also concerned and prayed that the lamp we lit for Ancestral Puja remain steady despite the rain, and to my relief, the drizzle faded in sometime, allowing the flame to continue burning brightly till the very end of Puja.
In Indian tradition a Crow holds much more importance - as "Kaagbhushundi" in Ramayan - who is blessed by Lord Rama to be able to time travel and witness Ramayana innumerable times, Crow is referred to be a messenger of visiting guests, or sometimes signals warnings in specific way of cawing for becoming alert and much more. A Crow is also considered as a sign of our Ancestors accepting the offerings during Pitrupaksh!
So while the Puja ceremony was going on, a Crow blessed my mother by gifting her a feather and marking her with its presence, further affirming that our gratitude and offerings were received well.
Further, right immediately after Homa-Havan (offerings through final Fire-lab) when we sprinkled water and raw rice on ancestral offerings - signaling the end of the ritual, at that very moment the sacred sound of the ShankhNaad (blowing of the holy conch) echoed through the air, from a nearby temple for the first time since morning - as if the Universe itself acknowledged our heartfelt offerings to our Ancestors. It was a deeply moving experience, filled with divine confirmations that my Father and Ancestors are always with us in spirits!
As if all of this weren’t enough, on my way back, my car got stuck in the narrow lanes of Baan Ganga tank, as a truck blocked our path while unloading things. And while waiting for the truck driver to remove his truck from my path, the Universe drew my attention closely upon the top of it's windshield.
On closer look, I could see the word “COCO” written on top of the windshield of the Truck and I was so overwhelmed with joy, as in that very moment I saw that all the pieces of this beautiful puzzle had fallen into place — the serendipitous incidents in the last few days healing my heart through the comfort of my Father’s message received in the form of a song sung by the lovely Psychic Erika and the synchronicities of receiving these messages on First day of PitruPaksh in India (period of Ancestral Offerings) unfolding my deeper bond and connections to my Ancestors through striking similarities of Movie Coco which also celebrates the importance of Ancestors and paying gratitude to them!
In a way, this also made me realise that everything happens for a reason, even the obstacles and delays in our path, have a purpose - like this Truck was obstructing the path of my car but if this Truck wouldn't have been in my path, I wouldn't have halted on the drive back home, to look upon it's windshield closely and could have missed to notice the important message/sign that the Universe wanted to show me!
Further, when we were driving back, an Autorickshaw ahead of my car had the name of my Father - "Deepak" written on it's backside and when I showed it to Mom, she suddenly mentioned, "I was just thinking since quite sometime, that why hasn't your Father's name showed up till now, like it usually does to make his presence felt! And here it is! Your Father fiulfilling our wish!" Moreover I also noticed the number 143 on the numberplate of a vehicle which is the language of Universe to say I Love You! In this case, this message is from my Father, as his name had just crossed our sight and I saw 143 immediately after!
I can recollect a similar experience of synchronicity through a YouTube Video of an amazing Evidentiary Medium Ms Suzanne Geisemann , who shared about her experience of doing a personal reading of a Mother - Daughter duo in India with exactly similar situation of Father passing away during Covid and Daughter feeling the guilt of being unable to do anything to save her father despite being a medical doctor. This had helped me heal my guilt to a great extent! Link:
In these moments, it highlights the importance of connecting with the divine spark within us and our eternal connection to our Ancestors. This recent beautiful chain of events and synchronicities I experienced first hand, is a reminder that when we open our hearts and listen, we can receive messages from the beyond, that guide us through our darkest times. It is a confirmation that when we honor those who came before us, we are not only paying tribute to them but also drawing strength and love from them. Our Ancestors live within us, and their love flows through our veins, guiding us through life’s challenges toward peace, purpose, and also help to witness beauty in our connection with the divine spark within us, that connects us all in Divine Oneness.
And thus I experienced the powerful confirmations of all the emotions and experiences I have been experiencing, including the serendipitous song in "Coco" - It is the Universe's way of confirming that while we live our truth, we are never alone, that the departed souls of Ancestors, our Spirit Guides are always watching over us, guiding us with love, and that every step of this journey is divinely orchestrated.
May we always honor our Ancestors, as they honor and cherish us - their children! and may we find comfort in knowing that love—across generations—never dies.
May this journey I am living and breathing, inspire you too, to listen to the whispers of your soul and the echoes of your Ancestors. Their love is woven into the very fabric of who we are, guiding us to our Highest Selves!
WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT!
🕉✝️☪️🛐🕎☮☯️☸🦄🌷💖
Forever A Humble Seeker, Forever Evolving, Serving the Divine with Heartfelt Devotion.
