There are moments when the past quietly resurfaces and questions us about choices and decisions we made in past that led us to stand where we are today!
Recently, I found myself revisiting choices I made over the last decade, critically placing them under a microscope. I wondered if I had been wrong in not verbalising my feelings in certain relationships. Relationships I chose to severe ties with, relationships I willingly let go of, those I couldn't keep up with or unable to tend to and even those that I could never fully try and pursue due to choices shaped by hurt, betrayal, fear of rejection, or simply feeling lost and overwhelmed by my own inner and outer battles.
As I sat with these thoughts, something familiar yet unsettling appeared: Doubt!
Doubt that whispered should I have done this or done that or said more or tried harder? Could I have spoken different, acted different, been different? It was the classic "should-have-could-have” trap, where hindsight tries to rebuild a different future based upon societal expectations and thereby attempt to overrule our inner truth.
And then, right in divine timing, Grace arrived.
I received a channelled message from Angel Erika that felt like a gentle but powerful embrace for the momentary doubts that arose yesterday in my heart.
The message was simple yet profound, meaning that: “Do not bother who stays and who leaves, because that which or those who are meant for you will be with you no matter what.”
Something within me softened instantly. This belief has always been subconsciously guiding my decisions in life, shaping my path without loud declarations. Yet, like many of us experience, even the deepest-rooted truths can tremble when revisiting the past through the lens of doubt and external influence.
What I realised in that moment was beautiful: the message didn’t arrive randomly. It arrived precisely when my mind was beginning to stray from faith into self-judgment. I have always prayed to God with a simple, heartfelt request: “Please keep me divinely guided, even when my mind loses its way. Bring me back to where I need to be, in alignment with Your will.” And once again, that prayer was answered swiftly, lovingly, unmistakably.
I was reminded of a saying my parents taught me in Gujarati,“Maangyavagar Maa pan jamvaanu naa parosey” It translates to: “Even a mother will not feed her child unless the child asks or cries for food.”
How deeply that resonates with the spiritual law that we often hear: “Ask and it is given, seek and ye shall find.”
The wisdom here is timeless and conveys that Divine Guidance flows only when we ask for it. For we humans are gifted with a "Free Will" and even Divine won't intervene unless help and guidance is sought from Divine!
Seek guidance Not just once in a while, Not just during a visit to a holy place such as a Temple/ Mosque / Church / Gurudwara or any religious place! Ask and pray for divine intervention at every step and every breath of life and beyond. Let it be the first prayer every morning when we wake up from sleep and pay gratitude for everything we have! Let it be as natural as breathing And seek divine guidance in complete faith that Divine guidance and answers will surely arrive at the divine right moment.
I have seen this truth unfold repeatedly in my life. Ever since I have surrendered and asked sincerely, seeking divine guidance every day, it comes in magical ways : sometimes through words, sometimes songs, sometimes numbers, sometimes as signs, sometimes as a sudden inner knowing that my heart just knows. It is this unwavering faith in divine timing that has carried me through storms, gently pulling me out of inner turmoil and back into trust.
Doubts may creep in, but they are never the end of the story. They are often the doorway through which divine guidance makes its entrance, reminding us that what is meant for us will never miss us, and what leaves was never ours to hold onto z This is called FAITH in Supreme! So...
Today, a random YouTube video appeared on my screen. Its title—“Leader of Leaders”—captured my attention instantly. I clicked on it without expectation, unaware that I was stepping into a channeled message from the Universe that would echo the very experiences and poems I have penned on this blog over the years.
Every word resonated so deeply—as though it was speaking directly to the parts of me that have walked through every experience being described, almost as if these words were crafted to verify whether this message was truly meant for me.
In the video, the medium said:
“When you came to Earth, your memory of your spiritual standing was erased, as you came here with a specific purpose. But now, you’re back. You have awakened to your truth, and your spiritual team has always been huge. You work with Archangels and some of the highest, purest beings of Source Light.”
This struck me with an instantaneous wave of recognition, aligning perfectly with revelations I have received in the past.
When she said, “Your heart is your greatest strength. It was never your weakness,” I was reminded of the betrayals that once made me doubt whether following my heart was wise at all. Yet, I continued on the path of faith, committed to seeking the Truth, The “I AM” Consciousness despite the pain.
This realization felt like a sacred homecoming. The fires of life did not just challenge me—they awakened the spiritual strength I carried but had not fully recognised.
That poem spoke of the trials of life and the strength required to rise above them. It reminded me that every hardship is a fire that either forges us into gold or reduces us to ash.
Those lines still hold profound meaning for me today:
लोग राह चलते मिलेंगे, लोग बिछड़ेंगे
कुछ लोगों की सिर्फ यादें रह जाएंगी,
तो कुछ दिल में हमेशा के लिए घर कर जाएंगे!
कुछ लोगों के तीखे अनुभव दिल को मायूस कर जाएंगे,
तो कुछ लोग हौसला बुलंद कर जाएंगे!
ऐ मुसाफिर, तुझे इन सब में से
केवल अच्छाई को पनाह देनी है
और अपनी मंज़िल की तरफ अविरत बढ़ते रहना है
कभी किसी अड़चन को आड़े न आने देना
याद रहे, तेरा ध्येय कठिनाईओं की ज्वाला में तपकर,
सुवर्णरूप विजय होकर बाहर निकलना है,
ना की उसकी आग में जलकर ख़ाक होना है!
In this poem, I had unknowingly encoded a spiritual truth while I had just started writing as an amateur:
The fire is not the enemy. The fire is the teacher. We are not meant to be destroyed by it, but transformed through it. Just like recently I heard from the Realm-walker Angel Morgan conveying this beautiful message she received from some American medicine men - "There are no such things as problems in life — only opportunities to learn and grow."
Every challenge, every heartbreak, every setback is part of a greater divine design. Like gold refined in flames, these experiences purify us, revealing our true selves. And throughout this process, we are guided by Divine forces—always present, always supporting, always leading us forward.
What moved me even more deeply was what the medium said next. Her words felt like they were being spoken into my soul:
“You have been prepared for climbing up a hill… you have learnt the pitfalls… you’ve learnt how to step and where to step. I’m seeing the image of a monk walking up a super steep hill—yet he walks with such inner peace, such contentment—while others around him struggle. You’ve learnt how powerful your mind is, and you have mastered it.”
“In past lives, you reached enlightenment. You achieved full connection with yourself—then, it was for you. But this time, you have returned for humanity. You have come to teach enlightenment, to help people free themselves, to liberate them, to help them remember who they are. This is your purpose. This is where you are going. This is what you are becoming—the ‘I AM.’”
And this is what I have written in past-
Apart from the striking resemblance of all her words in my past writings, as she described this vision, a deep recognition surged through me. It immediately brought back the image from my meditation during the Enlightened Warrior Power Camp: the serene monk with an aura of enlightenment and the majestic white, winged horse with a horn — a creature I later learned is called an Alicorn, though my heart kept holding onto the name Pegasus.
It was that very vision that inspired the poem “Who Am I?”—a poem that flowed through me years ago without my knowing how, when, or why these revelations would later manifest.
My poem “Who Am I?” now feels less like poetry and more like prophecy. A message written long before I consciously understood my purpose. A whisper from my soul, guiding me toward what I was always meant to remember.
It feels now like a recognition, guiding me to keep moving forward while the path is still unclear - A remembering about my return to the Roots, The Source Light!
The vision of the monk climbing the steep hill mirrors what my life has been preparing me for. Every obstacle, betrayal, heartbreak, and fire has taught me how to step and where to step. None of it was punishment. All of it was preparation. Initiation.
And So to anyone reading this—whether you are in the fire now or looking back on one:
You are being redeemed.
You are becoming the golden version of yourself that was always meant to be.
The fire is not permanent, nor is it the end — it is the transformation that has come to make you who you truly are meant to be - The Gold!
It is often said that “Diamonds are formed from coal under immense pressure.” In the same way, the tests we face in life are not punishments—they are the very pressures that carve out the everlasting Diamond within us. These challenges compress, refine, and illuminate the strength, brilliance, and resilience that were always embedded in our soul. Without the pressure, the diamond would never emerge! So....
Trust your journey.
Trust the process.
Trust your truth.
Hold on to integrity.
Choose alignment between your outer self and your inner self.
Let your thoughts, words, and actions speak the same language —
No matter what.
For in this alignment lies your real power, your real peace, and your real purpose
The lines in my Hindi poem "Vijaypath":
“तुझे केवल अच्छाई को पनाह देनी है
और अपनी मंज़िल की तरफ अविरत बढ़ते रहना है”
carry a much deeper meaning than they appear on the surface.
To me, they speak of a lifelong principle:
Choose integrity over enticements.
Protect only the goodness.
Move steadily toward your destiny, no matter what stands in your way.
They remind us that true strength lies not in how the world perceives us, but in the choices we make when no one is watching.
Because the Truth is this:
Our soul is always watching.
And losing respect in our own soul’s eyes
is the greatest loss a person can ever experience.
When we betray our own inner truth, we fracture the very foundation of who we are. But when we honor integrity—even in silence, even in solitude—we anchor ourselves to our highest self. We walk the path of our destiny with clarity, dignity, and unwavering spiritual alignment.
These lines were not merely poetic when I wrote them; they were a message from my higher self, reminding me that the journey is not about perfection—it is about moral steadfastness, soul-honesty, and the courage to uphold goodness even when it is the harder choice.
Remember,
We are never alone.
Our Spiritual Team, Ancestors, Guides, and Ascended Masters walk with us—if only we have the faith to feel them and call upon them for their Divine Intervention!
