Story of Puchku & Jungli Billi

When they met, world ceased to exist around them.. both had eyes, ears, arms, jokes, embraces, kisses only for each other... 

It was an immediate connect from the very first time... like they knew each other since ages... this pull couldn't let them stay away from each other against all odds ... against all the cliches and norms of society.. they tried best to avoid getting too far than friendship and knowing... but the strange unseen force kept pulling them towards each other like magnets..

Like many love stories this one had its ups and downs.. its periods of misunderstandings and patch ups.. its shares of "love you - miss you" to "dont wanna talk or see you"... but one thing that was very uncommon was the types and multitudes of coincidences that ceaselessly kept pouring between the two lovebirds whenever they met... not once not twice.. everytime they met there had to be some miraculous coincidence occur between the two...they were living and breathing those coincidences which Jungli Billi would always refer to as Divine Miracles...

There were a continuum and series of such miracles which went on connecting their hearts bit by bit from the very first day and they just did not realise when they got trapped in the feelings of Love... 

One evening before they were committed to each other, while driving around, they were discussing about the issues around their relationship if they were to commit and be more than just friends. The environment became little intense.. Jungli Billi switched on the radio to deviate the topic and lighten up the mood.. An RJ LoveGuru started speaking up as he was solving the problem of a listener who wrote to him...the question put up by listener was exactly the situation Puchku &  Jungli Billi were discussing.. as if these both just called up this RJ personally to ask what they must do....RJ advised the listener that both need to carefully consider if they can convince their parents at home or not. If they can, then move ahead. If not, Will they be able to go against their parents' wishes and emotional blackmails?...If they think they can.. then move ahead..  if cannot, then better stop right there or else it will be too difficult to part ways once they are too much attached to each other! And one more option, if they feel thet can convince their parents after sometime maybe in years, wait for that period and then take it forward if they loved each other so much...

Both Puchku &  Jungli Billi kept staring in awe at each other and couldn't stop wondering what just happened.. for Jungli Billi it was Angels speaking.. she looked at Puchku's reaction .. Puchku was lost in thoughts... To Be or Not To Be !

Fiction.....to be continued....

TRIBUTE TO THE REAL DHONI OF ACTING - SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT

Written as was channeled in a flow, Audio-video Created with love and Recited from the heart -  A Heartfelt Tribute to A Moon - Star - Sushant Singh Rajput :

अपने साहस और हुनर की वजह से इंडियन फ़िल्म इंडस्ट्री में अति तीव्र गति से उभरता हुआ सितारा जिसने अपनी ख़ुशमिज़ाजी स्वभाव और  कला से  अनेकों का दिल बोहोत ही कम समय में अनायास ही  जीत लिया था. ऐसे मल्टी टैलेंटेड मल्टी फसेटेड एक्टर सुशांत सिंह राजपूत दुर्भाग्यवश हमारे बीच नहीं रहे . उनकीं आत्मा को सांत्वना देने के प्रयास में कुछ शब्द लिख रही हूँ...

Dearest सुशांत...

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

तुम्हारा शेर जैसा जिग़र,

बाज़ जैसी नज़र,

अत्यंत तेज़ बुद्धि-चातुर्य-ज्ञान..

तुम्हारी आतंरिक ख़ूबसूरती को बयान करने वाली

वो तुम्हारी प्यारी सी मुस्कान...

इन सबकी तुलना में

वो सारे भूके लीचड़ बईमान भेड़ियों का रत्तीभर वजूद... न कभी था न कभी होगा !

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

जब तुम्हारे मुक्त, स्वतन्त्र, भविष्यदृष्टा, निडर और मस्त मौला मन को

कुछ मुट्ठीभर लोग अपने काबू में नहीं कर पाए,

जब वह तुमसे अपनी नज़र

उनके सामने जबरन नहीं झुकवा पाए

तो दगेबाज़ी से ही सही,

उन ईर्षालु लोगों नेतुम्हे इस जीवन से

हमेशा के लिए मुक्त करवा दिया 

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

जो लोग अपने हुनर या कला से

तुम्हे ना हरा पाए, तो दोस्त बनकर

तुम्हारे ही घर में तुम्हारी ही मौत का फरमान ले आये !

ऐसे झूठे, मक्कार, मतलबी, नालायक दोस्तों की रची हुई बार-बार  की ऐसी घटिया साज़िशों से

हमेशा के लिए तुम्हारा पीछा तो छूटा !

वैसे भी विषकन्या की प्रथा जन्मो जनम से चलती आ रही है... 

जो शायद तुमपर भी खूब आज़मायी गयी!

किसके अहंकार या क्रोध या ईर्ष्या के शिकार बन गए तुम सुशांत?

क्यों इतना भरोसा कर लिया अपने आस पास वालों पर तुमने सुशांत?

यूँही, क्यों बोल देते थे तुम??? -

" Its important to learn how not to be careful?"

काश ! काश! काश!

You learnt how to be careful, Whom not to trust!!!!

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए सुशांत...

लाखो करोडो भारतीय  युवा युवती

जो तुम्हारी ही तरह अपनों का  साथ  छोड़कर 

इस शहर की बदनाम गलियों में

अपने सपनों को ढूँढते हुए आते  है, 

उन्हें चका चौंध कर देने वाली

इस काली, खोकली  और ज़ालिम

सुनहरे परदे वाली दुनिया का पर्दाफाश तो हुआ,

आखिरकार उसका सच्चा और असली चेहरा सामने तो आया!

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

तुम्हारी अंतिम तस्वीर को देखकर

गली का जच्चा बच्चा भी साफ़ देख सकता है

की तुम्हारे साथ आखिर में क्या ज़ोर ज़बरदस्ती हुई होगी

और एक भारतीय नागरिक होते हुए

मुझे ये कहते बेहद शर्म और अफ़सोस महसूस होता है की 

इस देश में न्याय और कानून के ठेकेदार

इतनी प्रत्यक्ष दिखने वाली इस संशयस्पद घटना को

गर आत्महत्या घोषित कर देंगे

और तुम्हारे कातिलों को बा-इज़्ज़त बरी कर देंगे  

तो अपनी नपुंसकता और बिकाऊपन का इससे बड़ा कोई सबूत नहीं दे पाएंगे

उनके हाथ तुम्हारे ख़ून से उतने ही रंगे होंगे जितने कि तुम्हारे निर्दयी हत्यारों के !

गर ऐसी नाइंसाफी आदमी की अदालत में हो भी जाए...

तो दुआ है रब से हमारी...

उन सब गुनहगारों पर कुदरत का ऐसा केहर बरसाए,

उन्हें रोते हुए भीक मांगने पर भी मौत ना आये !

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

तुम्हारे जैसे नामचीन और जानी मानी हस्ती की दर्दनाक हत्या को आत्महत्या का रूप दिए जाने पर

हमें ये ज़रूर समझ में आ गया है की

हमारे जीवन की सुरक्षा के लिए हमें ही आत्मनिर्भर बनना पड़ेगा

ताकि फिर कभी कोई मौकापरस्त बुज़दिल कातिल

हमपर या हमारे प्रियजनों पर आत्महत्या का 

गलत बेबुनियाद प्रयोग और उपयोग दोनों ही न कर सके

शायद अच्छा ही हुआ जो तुम चले गए...

ऐसे साइको, कायर, नामर्द, निर्दयी, बेरहम, स्वार्थी लोगों

के चुंगुल से निकलकर

आखिर में तुम्हे अपनी प्यारी माँ की ममता भरी गोद

और उनके निःस्वार्थ प्रेम का आँचल तो नसीब हुआ!

तुम्हारी दुखभरी अंतिम घडी को महसूस करते हुए

कुछ पंक्तियाँ याद आती है...

"हमें तो अपनों ने लूट लिया गैरों में कहाँ दम था?

हमारी कश्ती वही डूबी जहां पानी कम था !!!"

RIP #SushantSinghRajput ...With your Talent, carefree and risk taking attitude, your down-to-earth nature, your brilliant inquisitive versatile brains, your shooting the Bollywood skies in such a short span of time...You have definitely left your mark in the hearts of millions which nobody ......nobody whomsoever will be able to ever erase, inspite of their failed attempts to erase your achievements or your existence on Earth !!!

       

Few Memories while watching "Kedarnath"  Movie of SSR! 

Unforgettable, Unbelievably Surreal & Unrealistically Real!

Dedicating them to SSR!

                                                         

Dr Racchana D Fadia

Meraki Pegasus 

One of my one-liners

BEING HAPPY is a HABIT that needs to be created, instilled and repeated infinite times till it becomes a way of life... a natural way of Being !!!

EVERYTHING THAT SHINES IS NOT DIAMOND AND EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD !!!

Sushant Singh Rajput and Shahrukh Khan .... Both have such similar stories... both being outsiders... without any Celebrity parent or connections or Godfather in the industry. .. both came to Mumbai without a penny and struggled out to be projected on the Silver Screen space... both entered Bollywood from TV serials... both  became known for their onscreen presence and chemistry in a very short span of time ...both loved to live life Kingsize and hence he was the only star who purchased land on Moon...yes the real Moon...bought the costliest car of his dream...all this dream becoming a reality for him could make any successful Actor or Star kid be really envious of their jetspeed climbs on the Ladder of success... He could have become the next King of Bollywood like Shahrukh.... if and only if... like Shahrukh Khan , he remained with one woman who loved him truly and completely.... the one who stood by his side when he was absolutely nothing... who never questioned his income, his education, his family background, his choices...but supported him with so much love and care for such a long time.... I wish , instead of getting carried away by peer pressure of the fake company he came in touch with after joining high end Bollywood movies, fake glamour and fake glitz who must have consciously or unconsciously affected or pressurised his mentality to instead look for a girlfriend who will suit his new bollywood avatar, rockstar status and personality with a sexy sensuous high maintenance WOMAN like a starkid or an arm candy which he kept dating and hopping from one to another ...he failed miserably as obvious from his confession to his psychiatrist that he made a mistake of breaking up with the first one...as he could never find that pristine selfless unconditional love and support he experienced from her..  Sadly, in the process of getting fame and name in this Dikhawe ki Duniya... he left the one who was there for him always... in the false hopes of having an arm candy who would only want his name or fame or money or status or contacts but not his heart or else why would the last one leave him just when he was in huge depression knowing he had lost all his Projects to nepotism in the industry....
Only if, like Shahrukhs conviction to Gauri Khan, he would have made a choice that was more saner and conscience based, his personal world would have been strong and unshakable and with a strong love by his side he could have overcome this temporary storm of nepotism.... maybe because of his poor choice He lost his true and genuine light of love!
Truly sad!
You value something only after it is lost!!!!!
EVERYTHING THAT SHINES IS NOT DIAMOND AND EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS IS NOT GOLD !!!

Does it even matter????????

What is taught in schools and colleges today, doesnt even matter
&
Sadly, what truly matters to live a better life, understanding the principles for the beautiful Art of living, is just not taught at all !!!!

The Roots of "Missing someone"

                                                                                  

Wondered ever?

What "missing someone" really means

It is the addiction

Of the Feel-Good-Factor

Of the warm hugs and the sweet memories

Of the good times ; unending joy

Of the mischiefs ; unlimited fun

Of withstanding together all the bad times, with unanimous support

Of Loving & being loved Exclusively

Of the assumptions

That someone truly believes in you

That someone unflinchingly stands

By you & for you, no-matter-what !

It is that addiction

Which blinds your heart

As deeply entrenched in love

You forget to look

At your own self and your own needs

Of loving,  respecting and truly caring for yourself

You Forget to knowing the right balance

Between loving yourself and loving the other

Of letting go that which pulls you down

It is the addiction

That makes you hold on to the Ashes

Makes you Blame yourself

Blame the other &

Blame everything

To create more drama and pain

Until you realise

That, Addiction can only

Add unwanted friction in life

Gladly But,

Once you reach 

To the roots

Of this Friction,

Deep within the crevices

Of a broken heart

At that very moment of self-reflection

You find your real self

You see your face you've never seen

Feel your emotions you've never known

That ultimately leads to the sweet surrender

To the God in you, truly deserving

And You discover

All the whens, the whys, the hows

Of blindly investing unlimited emotions

In another human being

Took away your own power

From you within!

And That my dear Friend

Is the time,

You set your Soul truly Free

When you truly discover

The Roots of "Missing Someone" !!!

THE END

Every new Beginning starts

With the End of the old

And so does everything and everyone

EVOLVE

Today I Declare

The End

Of old habits

That dont serve my life purpose

Of old beliefs

That hold back my creativity

Of old energies

That hamper my progress to positivity

Of old emotions

That make me loose my balance

Of old painful memories

That play demons in my head

Of anything and everything

That's just meant to DISINTEGRATE

For a Beautiful Destruction

Of Old Me

For allowing the New

To enter, to create, to rebuild

A New path towards

A meaningful and fulfilled life

To transcend into the Greatest version

My innerbeing wants me to Be !

Dr Racchana D Fadia