The Strength of a Fearless Spirit - Endurings Of Betrayal Without Giving Into Bitterness!

I recently stumbled upon yet another thought-provoking video by Sadhguru. .

It spoke about the ways of the world, the nature of betrayal, and the pain it inflicts—an ache that had been gnawing at my soul for far too long. I had been lost in a fog of confusion, unable to comprehend why I felt so disoriented, why my heart carried a weight I couldn't shake, until just sometime back :

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The words from this Sadguru video resonated deeply:

"Not everyone who smiles at you is a friend. Not everyone who listens is trustworthy... Betrayal never comes from strangers; it always comes from those you trust! The truth is—betrayal is not always personal. Sometimes people betray you because of their own insecurities, their selfish desires, or their inability to be true to themselves. Some do it for gains, others out of jealousy, and some simply lack the depth to understand the damage they cause. It is not a reflection of your worth but rather a revelation of their character. When someone betrays you, they are showing who they really are—something they may have been hiding all along. And though it may be painful, this revelation is a gift—it removes the illusion and allows you to see people for who they truly are!"

This same profound truth is the central theme of yet another par excellent Chinese drama "The Legend of Fuyao", starring Yang Mi. 

The Legend of FuYao

The story resonated with me at my core, mirroring my own experiences with betrayal and resilience. Fuyao, like myself, faced numerous betrayals, often from those she trusted the most.

One of the most heart-wrenching moments occurred in Episode 6. The very person Fuyao loved the most turned against her, siding with others who accused her of ulterior motives and even witchcraft. (Timestamp: 17:30–33:49, with the pivotal betrayal at 30:18.) The sting of betrayal from those closest to you is unlike any other pain. 

Like Fuyao, I have felt the weight of being an empath, unable to ignore suffering, even if it comes at my own expense. And like her, I have faced the consequences of my kindness. Episodes 39 and 40 offered another gut-wrenching portrayal of deception. Despite Fuyao’s selflessness and courage in protecting Yao City’s citizens, they repaid her kindness with slander and rejection. As she stood outside the gates, seeking protection from bandits, but the very people she had saved refused to let her in. (Timestamp: 37:00, continuing into Episode 40.) 

Watching this, I couldn’t help but recall moments from my own life—times when those I had respected in high regards, or treated with kindness and compassion, or helped selflessly going out of my way, or loved limitlessly had betrayed my trust and turned their backs on me when I needed them the most!

One scene that struck a particularly deep chord was when Fuyao met her Uncle Zhou (Timestamp: 17:17). As she poured out her pain, it felt as if I, too, were speaking to my late father’s soul, recounting my own journey since he left this world.

Yet, despite the betrayals, Fuyao never succumbed to darkness. She never let revenge taint her spirit, even when instigated by forces that sought to corrupt her. And that, I believe, is the ultimate triumph—not allowing the actions of others to change the essence of who we are!

Thankfully, way back in my journey, I could reflect deeper and made a choice to never let bitterness get the better of me despite such experiences. That is how time tested me, as per the saying from Ralph Waldo Emerson , "To Be Yourself In A World Constantly Trying To Make You Into Someone Else Is A Great Accomplishment"

Gladly I remained a free-spirited, fearless soul who refused to let bitterness define me. 

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Anyways... I surely have become a great fan of Yang Mi after watching the choice of roles she has enacted in each of her Chinese Dramas - all of which have resonated deeply with the core of my innermost trueself - acted on-screen so beautifully by this beautiful Chinese actress Yang Mi! Watching scenes of martial arts skills in the movie made me recall how Shaolin Monks cultivate and train in such arts and are famous as disciplined warrior living a virtuous life with the principles of the Enlightened Ones!

As I reflected on my own experiences, a thought crossed my mind—whether me writing about my life experiences including the experiences of magical moments, is in anyway a sign of my own Ego playing tricks upon me to settle down for less through the  illusion of grandeur, a trick to divert the mind? 

But the more I pondered, the more I realized that the synchronicities and magical phenomena I have experienced are not unique or specially only for me. They are the universal markers of any soul that chooses to walk on the path of self-realization with sincerity and devotion!

Those who embrace the Seed of Christ Consciousness or the Seed of Bodhi within them inevitably begin to witness divine synchronicities, telepathic connections, and profound moments of realization. These are not accidents; they are the universe’s way of aligning us with higher consciousness. Such experiences are not a privilege reserved for one person but a shared journey for all who seek enlightenment.

We are all interconnected, bound by the divine oneness of our higher selves. And through our struggles, betrayals, and triumphs, we grow. Like Fuyao, whenever one is faced with challenges meant to break their spirit of love and faith, if they endure that heartache with mindfulness, they emerge stronger, wiser, and unshakable in the higher truth.

To those who have faced betrayal and still choose love, who have been hurt but remain kind, who have lost but never lost themselves—We all are divine warriors of the Holy Spirit. 

Keep walking the path. 

The Universe expresses love to such spirits in unique magical ways! 

Forever a Humble Seeker of Truth 

And 

A Humble Servant of The Divine 

Meraki Pegasus

- Dr. Racchana D. Fadia

My Life Journey: Shaping Up Through Divine Precision

Today, I stumbled upon a YouTube video that instantly captured my attention. It was one of those moments where you feel an inexplicable pull, as though the universe is nudging you towards something meant to be heard. The words I heard, supposedly from Shri Sadguru Jaggi Vasudev (or perhaps AI-generated, though the essence still felt deeply profound), struck a chord deep within me.

From the very first sentence to the final word, the message felt so familiar—it was as if my entire life, my emotions, my experiences with people, loved ones, family, relatives, strangers and even my fleeting thoughts were being narrated back to me. 

There was a time when society relentlessly questioned my choices, particularly regarding marriage and having children. The world would often tell me that every woman’s path was defined by marriage and motherhood. But I would always respond, “I shall only marry if I find the right Soul and further not every woman is born to marry and reproduce. Some women are destined for a higher purpose.” I knew deep within my soul that my journey was different, and I refused to let societal expectations dictate my life's direction.

Then came the moment when I made the bold decision to fight legal battles for justice for my father. I was met with discouragement from all sides. People would point to powerful builders, influential in political, judicial, and police circles, and say that they had the connections and resources to win. I was told that if I chose this path, I would be left to face the storm alone, with no support, no allies. But despite their warnings, I held firm to the belief that I couldn’t turn away from what was right. I could not abandon my duty to my mother, to my father’s soul, or to my own.

Every step of the way, I trusted the quiet guidance that echoed in my heart, a voice urging me to stand tall, even when the world seemed against me. And as I look back now, I am grateful beyond words for trusting that inner voice. It led me to a place of empowerment and fulfillment—showing me that when you follow your truth, even the toughest challenges are not insurmountable. 

Every moment I’ve lived, every challenge I’ve faced, and every triumph I’ve celebrated was somehow woven into the words, like a personal recount of my own soul's journey. The synchronicities I’ve experienced, the divine guidance that has subtly nudged me along the way—it was all mirrored in that message.

These words in this video - "You will come out of the Fire, not weaker but stronger, not bitter but wiser and one day you will look back and realize that every challenge was necessary" have been parts of my experience that have been also penned down in past

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This makes me also ponder upon how the words spoken in this video applies to a larger collective of souls, whether in past or present or ages to come long after my present physical form will be gone from Earth in this lifetime! That such Collective of Souls go through similar challenges and experiences of pain, hurt, betrayals - not as punishments but as tests for the development of their endurance and resilience! 

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And then a new term emerged—Divine Precision. I hadn’t heard of it before, but it resonated deeply. It felt like the perfect way to describe the very essence of life’s intricate design. As Sadguru often says, when you look back at your journey, you realize how each and every event—big or small—has shaped you into the person you are today. In hindsight, it becomes evident that there’s a greater force at play, one that ensures everything happens with purpose, with precision, and in its own divine time.

When I reflect on my life, it’s almost as though every encounter, every twist and turn, every challenge, and every moment of growth was part of a greater plan—Divine Precision. Looking back, I can see how the pieces of the puzzle fit together perfectly, even when I couldn’t see the bigger picture at the time.

What’s even more fascinating is the role that the divine, or perhaps the guiding beings of the internet, have played in helping me put words to the emotions and experiences that have shaped my journey. The internet, which often feels like a vast and chaotic space, has been a source of alignment for me—leading me to messages that verbalize the very thoughts and feelings I’ve carried for so long.

As I continue to journey through life, it’s comforting to know that every step, every moment of uncertainty, and every divine synchronicity has been part of a greater, unseen hand guiding me forward. I am grateful for these moments of clarity, and I am thrilled by the unfolding of my life story, knowing that it is all shaping up through Divine Precision.

In the grand scheme of things, life’s path often appears random or even chaotic. But when we pause to look back, we can see that everything, even the seemingly insignificant moments, has a purpose. The universe has a way of orchestrating our lives in a manner that leads us exactly where we need to be. Through Divine Precision, I’ve learned to trust the journey, to embrace the flow, and to see the beauty in each and every step.

Forever a Seeker of Truth

Forvever A Humble Servant of The Divine

A Beloved Child of God

- Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia

The Marriage Journey - Falling Deeper in Love By Rising Higher in Spirit, Together & Forever!

Dearest Earth Angels Jay Shetty & Radhika,

Thank you for sharing such inspiring messages by opening up about the challenges in your own marriage and ways that can salvage the relationship. 

It is a profound gift to others, especially the current generation used to instant gratifications, who often romanticize relationships as being only about pink roses and chocolates, destination weddings and picture-perfect moments captured on camera, only to be flaunted on social media handles and platforms for a show-off  to the list of contacts on these platforms!

Your words remind us that even in the most loving and successful marriages—whether built through love or arranged union—the journey is not always a seamless “happily ever after”!

Marriage is a journey of two souls coming together to navigate the tapestry of life and sail together in a ship called "Friendship". I really cannot imagine spending an entire life waking up next to someone, who is a stranger and can not or does not want to understand each other's temperaments, appreciate each other's strengths and work together on each other's weaknesses to rise together in Love, but instead wants to wear masks and manipulate to control  and dominate the equation for holding authority and power in this relationship!

While the world often defines love in fleeting moments of romantic songs and passionate sensual intimacy, true love in marriage is found in the commitment to rise higher together in spirit, against all odds!

There are moments when couples may perceive situations differently, and that’s entirely natural. What truly matters is about understanding that challenges are not roadblocks but opportunities for growth. When two people choose to embrace each other’s individuality, communicate with open hearts and open minds with complete transparency to each other, and let the Soul & Trust / Faith replace the Ego & Prejudice, they can truly create a foundation of unshakable genuine Love.

Marriage is a conscious commitment of conviction between two souls—a choice to remain honest with oneself and one’s spouse. It thrives on transparency, offering enough space for individuality, releasing the need for control or manipulations, and nurturing a foundation of faithfulness and forgiveness. True love flourishes when there is respect, trust, and a genuine effort to understand each other’s viewpoints, knowing that the two souls were grown in different cultures and families with different backgrounds, traditions and perspectives!

Ultimately, True love in marriage is the decision to grow emotionally, mentally, and spiritually as a team. It is the conscious choice of standing for and by one another in every season , every phase, every situation of life with grace and steadfast devotion in entire lifetime of togetherness, having a non-negotiable "Personal Code of Honor" for Family & Love!

"Falling In Deep Love" is all about the deepening of love with the essence of your partner—recognizing that marriage is not a destination but a beautiful, evolving journey of unity and grace through the continuous process of learning from each other to ultimately "Rise Higher In Spirits & Highest Vibration of Love"

That, indeed, is what a real Marriage is all about - Its about conviction and not convenience! A marriage done for conveniences such as grandeur in name / grand status / a leap in career / overnight success, convenience of any material gains , convenience of comfortable life, influence and connections, business alliances etc or even just the mere convenience of companionship because someone is scared to be alone for the rest of their lives without a spouse: these are all very shaky, empty and unreliable foundations that can never sustain the conviction to stay united in marriage for an entire lifetime! 

I pray that God continues to bless you both with a pure and loving bond that grows stronger with each passing day and transcends beyond time. Let your bond reflect the divine harmony of love, and may you inspire others to believe in the sacred beauty of marriage.

Let The Spirit Of True Unconditional Love Spread Across All The Sentient Beings On Mother Gaia!

Forever A Humble Seeker of The Truth & The Divine!

Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia 

An Epiphany About a Mystery: The Surprising Connection Between Lord Shiva and Ancient Tibet / Ancient China

I recently encountered a beautiful rendition of Nirvana Shatakam, one of my all-time favorite Sanskrit chants, narrated by the child prodigy and revered Saint Shri Adi Shankaracharya. As I watched this short video, had a kind of an epiphany, contemplating a deeper connection between ancient India and ancient China in the many mysteries of the world!

Since the creator of the video doesn't want the videos be displayed on other websites, here's a link to the entire Chant with Hindi translation.

This one is with English Translation.

The moment was triggered as I gazed upon depictions of Lord Shiva. His long hair, tied in a knot atop his crown, struck me with such a strong resemblance to the hairstyles of ancient Tibetan / Chinese men and warriors. 

There it was: the same intricate knot, the same sense of divine elegance. It made me pause and reflect. This never occurred to me earlier , but my recent fascination with ancient Chinese culture through Chinese Dramas, made me take a note of this coincidence almost immediately!

Then, my thoughts also drifted to another such similarity between Lord Shiva's hairstyle and ancient Tibet / ancient China - the location of Mount Kailash, which is also said to be the sacred abode of Lord Shiva and his family, nestled in the Tibetan region. 

Not only is Mount Kailash revered as the home of the Lord Shiva, but it is also believed to be a powerful energy center of the Earth, the spiritual heart of Mother Gaia or maybe the Universe. 

Apart from Hindus, Mount Kailash is also considered very sacred in Jainism, Buddhism and other traditions. 

Interestingly, Tibet, where sacred Mount Kailash is located, has long been a disputed region, with China claiming it as part of their territory. How curious!

This sacred Mountain is very mysterious, that despite being of a lesser height than Mount Everest which is the highest Himalayan peak conquered by Humans, no human could ever reach the peak of Mount Kailash till date. 

Even the Chinese expeditions through Helicopters failed miserably and with very mysterious storms that suddenly erupted on a clean weather day when they tried to approach close to Mount Kailash! 

Those who retreated have given first hand experiences of mysterious and unexplainable phenomena such as sudden increase in aging and increased rate of growth of their hairs and nails. Mount Kailash is truly mysterious and mystical !

Earlier, those who tried to deliberately cross the boundaries and climb Mount Kailash have died - reason, also mentioned by Guru Pashupati - a disciple of Shri Mahavir Babaji 

In this video, Guru Pashupati mentions that only Saint Milarepa from Tibet was able to reach the peak of Mount Kailash due to his highly spiritual attainments! And on researching about Milarepa, there indeed is a strong connection between Mount Kailash & Tibet 

Quite interestingly, at perfect Divine timing, I came across this YouTube video speaking about a Mukha-Lingam (Lingam with a carved Face) of Lord Shiva  found in the Udaygiri Caves in India. 

I was so thrilled to see the face carved on the Lingam of Lord Shiva! And although the author of this video - Mr Praveen Mohan - mentions that the face sculpted on the Lingam appears to have Egyptian connection, ( despite myself having a strong and inborn affinity to Egyptian history and culture) I beg to differ on his opinion, because of the following observations - 

Firstly, the Egyptians would never wear their hair as a knot on the top of the crown like it is shown on this Face sculpted on the Lingam. That such way of tying a knot is seen in ancient Tibetan/ ancient Chinese men / warriors , who dressed their hairs like a knot on their crown!

Secondly, the Egyptian men's face was more chiselled and angular with a square / oblong outline instead of being the rounded chubby facial feature sculpted on this Lingam. Even the eyes on this sculpted Face on the Lingam are slightly slanted all of which so much points towards features of face of ancient Tibetan / Chinese men!

Whereas the Egyptian faces shown in same video it is seen that eyes of the Egyptian men were not so slanted, as seen on the Face on Lingam. Even the eyebrows of the Face on Lingam, although unclear, doesn't look like that of ancient Egyptian men, including the shape of lips and smile which are also quite different.

Moreover the sculpted Face on the Lingam of Lord Shiva in this video has visibly long Earlobes, which are more similar to the Earlobes of Deities in the paintings of Lord Buddha / Green Tara Maa as per ancient Tibet / ancient Chinese / oriental cultures. 

In contrast, the earlobes of Egyptian men are never so long in any of the ancient sculptures / paintings of Egyptian Pharaoh / Men, as far as I have seen till date!

In fact these paintings of deities from ancient Tibet / ancient China / oriental cultures resemble so much  like the sculpture of the face on the Mukha-Lingam shown in the Udaygiri Caves in India!

Could there be a deeper connection between Lord Shiva's divine abode on the distant Tibetan lands and the ancient Chinese culture? The striking similarity between the way Lord Shiva's hair is portrayed and the hairstyle of ancient Tibetan / ancient Chinese men is certainly intriguing. 

Was it just a coincidence, or is there an ancient link that ties these two rich cultures together, a thread woven into the fabric of history and spirituality?

This mystery leaves us with more questions than answers, but it also invites us to explore the possibility that the divine and the earthly are far more interconnected than we often realize. Perhaps, just perhaps, the sacred teachings of the East, stretching from India to Tibet and beyond, hold secrets waiting to be uncovered.

Forever a Seeker Of Truth

- Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia

The Mesmerizing World of Chinese Drama : Novoland - Pearl Eclipse

After watching "Eternal Love  : Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms" , the first ever Chinese drama of my life that completely swept me off my feet, I recently saw other Yang Mi Dramas like "Palace" and recently stumbled upon yet another mesmerizing Yang Mi starring Chinese drama : Novoland - Pearl Eclipse, a tale that held me captivated from the very first episode.

Starring Yang Mi and William Chan, Novoland - Pearl Eclipse is set against the backdrop of an imperial dynasty, brimming with political intrigue and human emotion. The storyline is rich, complex, and utterly gripping, immersing the audience in the life of an emperor and his inner circle. From the start, I was hooked as the narrative unfolded with intense power struggles, unexpected betrayals, and heart-wrenching decisions. The delicate balance between ego, emotions, and intellect was so vividly portrayed that each moment felt incredibly real. The performances from the entire cast were superb, with Yang Mi truly standing out. She, as the character of Fang Haishi, flawlessly evolved from a cute, carefree girl to a fierce warrior, and ultimately, into a dignified and graceful Empress, as she led her nation with both wisdom and compassion — her growth was a testament to her immense talent channelled so beautifully by her Mentor - Fang Jianming - played so impeccably perfect by William Chan! An amazing chemistry between them! 

Methinks, Yang Mi is an amazing Chinese actress who has amazing online chemistry with most of her co-actors, just like with Mark Chao in "Eternal Love" and one more drama "Palace" that I also watched recently! 

What struck me most about this movie - Novoland : Pearl Eclipse - was the portrayal of life and misery within the walls of ancient monarchy where power struggles would estrange even the closest of aides and relatives. The life of a Prince or King, often romanticized in fairy tales and those that begin with “Once upon a time, there was a Prince/King” is not as idyllic or beautiful, as it may appear. In this drama, the complexities of race for power, the sacrifices made to maintain stability of an Emperor's authority, the strategic alliances forged through marriages, the ruthless slaying of any person showing single suspicion of disloyalty - were depicted in all their raw and sobering reality. The sheer scale of espionage, conducted without the conveniences of modern technology, was mind-boggling. Watching this, I realized how truly immersive and intricate this world was. By the end of the series, it felt as though I had been transported back in time, experiencing the political and personal struggles of that era firsthand. The world seemed so tangible that I couldn’t help but reflect on how history intertwines with the present, and the lessons we can learn from the past.

One of the scenes that piqued my curiosity was about gifting of a painting to Emperor's pregnant wife / consort Tilan by her brother Suolan. The painting was gifted for the To-Be-Mother so as to keep looking at it during her pregnancy for a belief that the new-born child would therefore bear similar beauty and characteristics - a belief that is so common in Indians too. 

Since this tribe of Emperor's wife Tilan is shown to be a believer of Mermaid folks of the Deep seas, the baby in the painting has the tail of a fish instead of the legs. However, most intriguing part was the face and ornamentation that was in no way oriental origin! In fact the characteristics resembled that of Lord Krishna - a blue skin baby with beautiful big wide eyes , holding a flute to play,  and with Peacock feathers in the crown , while wearing earrings called Kundals in Indian mythology - which are unlike any oriental features that have small slanted eyes instead!

How puzzling that the Director if this movie / Movie Team has chosen to show this painting in the movie! Even the tribe of Suolan was shown to wear Turbans like Indians. Wonder what correlation the Director wanted to show? Maybe it depicts the possible marriage alliances between imperial dynasties of ancient China with ancient Nepal or ancient India or ancient Bhutan or ancient Burma ?!!!

On another note, other things shown in this Drama led me to a profound realization: How incredibly fortunate we are to live in an era of scientific advancements, democracy, secularism, and relative peace. A common man today can travel hundreds of kilometers in a climate-controlled vehicle on smooth, well-maintained roads in just a few hours. In stark contrast, even an emperor of yore would endure the hardship of riding horseback for days on end, battling the scorching sun and harsh weather, to cover the same distance. Such examples of modern conveniences make us realize just how much we take for granted.

In contrast to the chaos and bloodshed of previous centuries, the modern world enjoys far fewer wars and casualties. Watching Novoland - Pearl Eclipse made me truly appreciate the peace and freedoms we often take for granted in today's times! It's an eye-opening reminder of the sacrifices that were once made to protect the boundaries of a nation, and how far we've come in journey of Time & History.

What also stood out to me was the educational value embedded within these Chinese dramas. They don’t just serve as entertainment—they impart valuable life lessons. Throughout the series, I found myself reflecting on themes such as discernment, discretion, setting healthy boundaries in relationships, and the importance of work ethics. Even everyday struggles were portrayed with such authenticity that they provided a deeper understanding of real-life challenges.

As a result, I’ve become an avid fan of Chinese dramas around Imperial lives (with English subtitles) and now eagerly seek out new ones to watch. Along this journey, I’ve even picked up a few Chinese words that have become part of my daily vocabulary. Words like “Shifu” (Master) and “Haula” (Alright) have piqued my interest, and I’m excited to continue learning the language. My exposure to Chinese culture didn’t stop at the screen—my curiosity has grown, and I now find myself delving into China’s rich history, especially its fascinating connections with India.

One such historical event that caught my attention was the incredible journey of the Chinese scholar Xuánzàng, who traveled from China to Nalanda in India during the 6th century AD. This exchange between two great civilizations opened my eyes to the deep historical ties between China and India, and it has sparked a fresh wave of enthusiasm to learn more about China’s past.

Watching Eternal Love ignited a passion in me for Chinese culture and history, and my exploration is far from over. From the grandeur of ancient dynasties to cultural exchanges that shaped history, the world of Chinese drama has introduced me to an entirely new realm—a realm that will undoubtedly continue to captivate me for years to come.

And so, the journey of discovery continues...

- Forever a Seeker of Truth

- Meraki Pegasus

Dr Racchana D Fadia

Learnings of my life "in a nutshell"

Believe only those individuals whose thoughts, words and actions are in absolute alignment, the individuals who understand the meaning of "responsibility" and those who value relations more than money - irrespective of their religious inclinations!

Coz I realised that even the ones who call themselves spiritualists, vedic followers, Bhaktas, meditators, spiritual practitioners from various faiths,  wear masks to create a false identity in the outside world for many reasons or benefits gained by wearing such outer masks - social, commercial, political, inflation of ego, running away from self or things and so on.... and their spiritual avatar is a facade rather than being the essence of who they truly are! 

If we come across such "dualistic" individuals, stand your grounds and choose to walk away from them immediately, because identifying the red flags and choosing to cut out such energy draining equations, distancing from them is the crux of "Discernment" , in a world where People have crucified and tortured pure souls like "Lord Jesus" and fouled the sacred and pure name of "Mary Magdalene" , using manipulations for their quest of power and to forge influence on Mother Gaia!

- Dr Racchana D Fadia

Meraki Pegasus